Suppose to went for interview at Tanglin Mall yesterday but didn't go in the end cos one of the jobs that I interviewed for, called me up just in time to inform me to go for 2nd interview. During the interview, the person ask how soon can I start work? I replied Monday and immediately regret my own reply. Cos after that I kept thinking about the 5 day POD thingy in my head. Well, what's done cannot be undone. IT'S JUST TWO MORE WEEKS!!! I regret not waiting. Before that, I wasn't inform that I have to work from 9am - 7pm!!! 10 hours!!! I do not know if I could take it in the long run? Maybe by God's strength, I can?
Went to BB to visit someone. I was surprise to see that most of the roads was demolished! The more closer I got to the house, the more heavier my heart sank. I don't know why. But I was disappointed in the end that I never get to see that someone. Most of the family members are not at home and strangely, the main door and gate was left wide open. Somehow, I have a feeling that they are going to moved soon. I never get to see that person ever again. But...as long as that person is happy, even without me, my heart will be at ease.
Lorraine ask the CG to memorise the contents page but I didn't really memorize. Feeling very lost. Eric new ALL the contents page finally! He even memorize the New testaments backwards!!! WOW!!! Lorraine then kinda "shoot" those who are guilty of not memorizing the Bible. I imagined Bro.Khai scolding in my head,"Never read Bible! See lah! Si Gina!" I heard that the Bible has over 60 stories! Prayed for Jacqueline cos during the praise report, she mentions that her health is deteriorating and when she got back her health report, it wasn't a very good sign. Seriously speaking, I never read her blog anymore ever since after the stupid incident. But I don't know why, for some reason, when Lorraine ask all the sisters to pray for her, the moment my hand touched her, I mean, immediately right after my hands touch her, my tears began to flow. I sense a very strong sadness deep inside my heart. It's a feeling that I get only when I am really extremely sad about something. Jacqueline cried, I cried. Immediately after Lorraine finish praying for her, I quickly wipe my tears and act nothing was wrong.
Lorraine then preach about the word and she mentions a story whereby Satan causes a man's wife and child to die but the man didn't murmur, neither do he curse God(I think I will do that if I were the man!) I was like,"Huh? Got this story meh?" Lorraine then said,"Those of you who don't know the story, that goes to show you never read the Bible!" Then I was "Hehe"(cold laugh).
Spoke to Lorraine that from next week, I might not be able to come for cell group because of the work timing. She said that if I were to be placed on permenant make-up CG, I might as well transfer CG. Actually, I am sort-of half-prepared for it. But BaoBei is upset. Cos I told him that we might be seperated during CG and if this goes on for a long time, I might be transferred out. Meaning BaoBei and I will be in different CG. Then BaoBei complain to me and almost shout that he don't want a separate CG with me. Did I mention that we are inseperatable? That's the problem for clingy partners.
I think I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.
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