Went to work today in a tired mood. Not enough sleep these days. I hope that I could get enough sleep someday. Later in the afternoon, Albert punch in for work. But during lunch time, he suddenly shout at me when I told him not to throw the coffee bean into the sink! In front of several customers, he shout at me,"Shut up lah!!!" I was thinking,"Na Beh!!! I work here longer than you or you work here longer than me!?" But I shout him back,"Say that again?!" After that I had no mood to work for the rest of the day. Luckily I applied for half day leave beforehand!!!
Later Albert called to apologise. Deep down, I am still hurt. Plan to celebrate my Mum's birthday in advance but she doesn't want. Waste my leave again. I wanted to go shopping but have not enough money.
Played SL game and I don't understand why BaoBei likes to flash other girls picture to others!? But then, is okay. Probably because I am already not in good mood and plus he is paying attention to other girls recently, I am sensitive. I know I am not attractive enough. So? No need to flash other girls picture in front of me to tell me that! I am already low-self enough!
Recently, me too have been started to think about other guys. I do not know whether is it a sign that we are drifting apart emotionally? I cannot really blame him for attracting to other girls since I myself is not available to him 24/7. Should I consider to be single again? I don't know.
Will end here for now. Don't know what else to write. Will be looking forward to SL-RL BBQ!
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