Thursday, July 31, 2008

Yeah! PSP!!!

Finally!!! I can get my hands on a PSP!!! Though it's not a new PSP, it's a 2nd hand. The original owner only use for 2 months. He initially wanted to pass it down to his brother instead cos he says he is bored playing with it. BaoBei bought it from him instead! Yeh! Why I am so happy, is because, BaoBei told me that the PSP that the guy is letting go, is a LIMITED EDITION GOLD PSP!!! How cool is that!?

Actually I had wanted to get a PSP badly some time ago but then, I was thinking since I don't use so often, might as well forget it. But after that, when I saw my friends around me, ALL OF THEM HAVE PSP, I am a little bit envy + jealous. But if I got one myself, then next time we can play battle mode together and I don't have to either sit there to watch ALL of them play, nor do I need to keep borrowing PSP from people(very pai seh you know?)

The other day, one of Li Yi's friend went out with us. We were discussing whether to eat 'Fish 'n' Co'? Together with Li Yi of course! Li Yi, if you read this, next time either you or Kelly organize then I will join in okay? But then I have to warn you that the food there is NOT cheap. Though I heard from a few friends that the food taste nice.

Saw that bitch some time ago but I didn't call her out. She was with Angel at that time. I do not know the girl personally but I respect their personal space. When I told BaoBei, he was very angry. Because that bitch initally promised to return bit by bit sum of money to BaoBei but until now, there wasn't even any news of her! NO MONEY TO RETURN TO BAOBEI BUT HAVE THE MONEY TO CHANGE BAG!!! See?! What kinda LIAR is that?! To YOU: If you ever get the read this, please go and reflect!! Best is that you go back to see your old SENT messages, YOU DID SENT A SMS TO YH THAT YOU WILL RETURN HIM MONEY ONCE YOU GOT A JOB AND WILL PAY HIM BIT BY BIT DEPENDING ON YOUR PAY!!! THIS IS WHAT YOU SAID! NOW YOU HAVE MONEY TO CHANGE BAG AND BUY CLOTHES BUT NO MONEY TO RETURN HIM IS IT?! SO?! AREN'T YOU A LIAR?! If not, then WHAT are you?!

I don't know if there's any way BaoBei could get back what that bitch owe him!? Tell me what to do?

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Top Bloggers + Plastic surgery = Envy

When I walk past BaoBei's neighbour today, I saw "The Sunday Times" July 20, 2008 article on the doorstep of the neighbour. The cover page was featured Dawn Yang(Singapore's No.1 Top blogger) and XiaXue. Apparently, Dawn's lawyer sent a letter to XiaXue to seek her apologises on one of her blog entries that she comment on her blog about Dawn's plastic surgery. After reading the article, I went to look for Dawn's blog and she look much more prettier than I had expected. But when I see her past photos of her, she was indeed just an average looking girl. She did a nose and eyes job(I assumed) cos she had smaller eyes when she was younger. After her plastic surgery, surprisingly, she is much more prettier than XiaXue!(Sorry XiaXue, though I am your fan but still this is my honest opinion)

XiaXue then publish the lawyer's letter in her blog. Some childish people force her to show her lawyer letter if it is genuine that Dawn had sent her. I was like,"Eh come on! didn't you read the newspaper?! If you did, why the hell would you still traumatise XiaXue!? You know that the newspaper did state so then just be it lah! So if you force XiaXue to show, means that you don't believe what the papers has publish?!"

If I am rich, I wanted to have a plastic surgery too. But too bad I am not. The girls seems to know how to make-up exactly like each other. I think I will have to end here for now. Will blog again some other time.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Stress + end my life??? = Can I just go??? T_T Wo hao tong ku....

Things have not been going on well....My manager said that he will let me work until August. My mind is in a blank. I don't know what else I could do. Everywhere I go, I seems to get bullied. Is it because I am too quiet?(I tend to keep things to myself), or it is because I am too simple-minded? I do not know exactly what kinda job is suitable for me?

I have a lot of burdens. Burdens for now and for the future. In a television show, a person said,"The past is history. Since it's past, there's nothing you can do to change it. So why bother? Tomorrow is Mystery. Whether you are alive tomorrow or not, you will not know. So why worry about things that's 10 years down the road? Today is a gift, make use of today. That's why, it's called PRESENT" I still don't understand what she meant.

I don't know how to share anymore. I am already shut-down...on the edge. But with no one really to turn to. Yes, there are many people around me who is willing to lend a listening ear but....who can really help me out of my life???

I know that what I am living now are all tempoary. But I really can't take it anymore. Is there any permenent solution? I am really tired.....tired physically, mentally and emotionally.....of all these things. I am tired....I wish to end all these.....

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Ivan's Birthday + SL kakis + Sign language lesson 1 = Happy!

Sorry for MIA for the whole month. I have been busy with a lot of things and I do not know what to blog. Celebrated Ivan's birthday last month and it was fun! We have chalet at Pasir Ris and some BBQ activities. Ivan was very happy when he saw his gifts. Esther gave him a PSP slim blue colour on his birthday!!!(My favourite!!) and Ivan was touched that he kissed Esther for the first time in front of us. Woo!!! Strangely enough, all the girls in the chalet said I became prettier -_-" I don't know is that a compliment? Cos I don't know how to take compliments very well. They even showed me my latest picture taken a few months ago compared to the current picture, and said that I have changed a lot. We sabotage Ivan with a party spray. He was covered in webs of spray!!! Hahaha! But his reaction was very funny though. Made all of us laugh.

Met a few more SL kakis in RL-cum-SL gathering. Finally get to see some new friends in RL. Now I can see who is controlling which Avatar behind the screens. Some guys are soooo handsome! But have tattoos all over their body -_-" There is a guy who look almost alike with BaoBei!!! I almost grab his arm on one point because of the similarities! He was holding the door for us to go out and because I only seen his BACK view, I thought he was BaoBei! I almost grab his arm but something tells me that he is not BaoBei(women's sense) and I hesitate to grab his arm. Later when the guy turned around, I was relieved! I thought to myself,"Heng ah! Almost hold the wrong guy's hand!" When I told this to BaoBei, he said,"Wah! Got new boyfriend is it?!" Went for supper later and we sat into two separate groups. I really hate that! Cos cannot mingle much. But then I like the topic of my group. Talk about news and RL issues while the other table was talking only about SL issues.

June went by very fast and in a blink of the eye, it's now July. One month never blog. I think this time, no one reads my blog le. Hahaha! Lorraine help me to sign up for sign language class and I had miss the orientation! KNS! How do I know? Cos when I step into the class, I notice that majority of them already have worksheets and I don't. Plus, the guy beside me, has a set of worksheet that is very different from mine. His worksheet sign language seems more harder than mine. The thing I don't understand is, there 2 girls in my class, their sign already reach level 5. Which means they can sign quite well in memory without looking at the stupid paper. But somehow they re-study level 1(The level I am at now) I wonder why. I saw the Pastor who interprets what the teacher is talking about. She seems very serious. There's also a guy, Level 6 student, there to help the teacher to translate(Interpret) what she is signing about. The teacher told us to give ourselves a "sign name". A special short-cut name for everyone to remember and to sign easier. The thing is, she wants us to think of our hobbies and use that as our sign name! I don't know how to sign my hobby! Maybe next week, I will sign my initial name "JL" which stands for JulietLi. I am still struggling to learn my ABCs in sign language cos some signs are similar that I always got them mix up. Either that, or some alphabets I forgot how to sign. Lorraine said if I master that sign language, she ask me to consider to join the "talking hands ministry". A ministry that preach to the Mute-and-deaf. You have to stand in front of the stage directly opposite Pastor, to interpret what Pastor is saying, to those people. Sorry, I do not have that kind of confidence. Neither do I have a strong sign language background to do that. To interprets, you have to know how to sign what the pastor is saying. The thing I hate about sign language is finger-spelling. You spell the word out with your fingers. It takes a long time to get the word out for me and since I am already struggling with my ABCs, it's very difficult for me to spell-sign.

Part of me wanted to look for Royston to teach me but then, I really hate him to the core. He is the only one who is willing to teach me. But...I lost his contact and don't wish to contact him a few years back because of something that he said. He also gives me the creeps. One of my ex-boyfriend who know about him, wanted to bash him up badly. He is the kind of guy everyone loves to hate. He is a few years younger than me but I don't know how, rumours got spread around that he is trying to woo me back then and that is why my ex-boyfriend got upset! I saw him at MRT once and we happen to be in the same cabin! I refuse to greet him. At that time, he seems to have lost a lot of weight and his countenance was very bad. I had not seen him since but I know he lives near my place(unless he moved)

Now there are still interpretors there to help us. But lesson 5 onwards, there will not be interpretors there and we have to understand directly what she is signing about. She signs very fast!!! I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.