Things have not been going on well....My manager said that he will let me work until August. My mind is in a blank. I don't know what else I could do. Everywhere I go, I seems to get bullied. Is it because I am too quiet?(I tend to keep things to myself), or it is because I am too simple-minded? I do not know exactly what kinda job is suitable for me?
I have a lot of burdens. Burdens for now and for the future. In a television show, a person said,"The past is history. Since it's past, there's nothing you can do to change it. So why bother? Tomorrow is Mystery. Whether you are alive tomorrow or not, you will not know. So why worry about things that's 10 years down the road? Today is a gift, make use of today. That's why, it's called PRESENT" I still don't understand what she meant.
I have a lot of burdens. Burdens for now and for the future. In a television show, a person said,"The past is history. Since it's past, there's nothing you can do to change it. So why bother? Tomorrow is Mystery. Whether you are alive tomorrow or not, you will not know. So why worry about things that's 10 years down the road? Today is a gift, make use of today. That's why, it's called PRESENT" I still don't understand what she meant.
I don't know how to share anymore. I am already shut-down...on the edge. But with no one really to turn to. Yes, there are many people around me who is willing to lend a listening ear but....who can really help me out of my life???
I know that what I am living now are all tempoary. But I really can't take it anymore. Is there any permenent solution? I am really tired.....tired physically, mentally and emotionally.....of all these things. I am tired....I wish to end all these.....
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