KNS!!!!!! IDIOT!!!

Went to work today and the moment I step into my workplace, I saw most of my colleagues gathering around to talk. "Oei! No need to work ah?!" was what I first thought in my mind. But when I overheard what they are saying, I wanted to find out more. Cos they were discussing about the $50 that has been missing from the cash register yesterday. But then, yesterday I never touch the cash register at all so it's NONE OF MY BUSINESS! But then...I HEAR SOMETHING from one of my colleagues that I shouldn't have heard!!! CB!!! Here is what she told me:

Yesterday the cash register short $50..then don't know on which day, the cash register short $100. Then some time ago, the cash register also short $200+. You know what? MY STUPID MANAGER PUT ALL THE BLAME ONTO ME! Here's the thing: WITHOUT PROOF! Cos normally I am the one who is delivering the goods and at MOST TIMES, yes I didn't give them the money straight-away when I return from delivery. Why? Because by the time I returned, the cafe would be full of customers and no one is free to entertain me or to accept the money etc. But after the rush hour or if they are free I will either pass the money to my Manager or my colleague. I NEVER EVER TAKE ANY MONEY out of the delivery packet! Even if let's say I did take, the one who is counting will know that the delivery money is short! They will on the spot question me! Why didn't they?! STUPID!? I HATE BEING ACCUSE WITHOUT PROOF AND FOR NOTHING!!! FCB!!!!! ANYHOW SAY! WANT TO SAY ME AT LEAST PROVIDE SOME SOLID EVIDENCE AGAINST ME LAH!!! But I know I DID NOT DO IT! For what I greed for that small $50 note or $100!? Siao!? I want to greed why don't I greed the whole cash register money?! Why don't I greed $1000?! For what I greed only $50 - $100?! It's not as if the company never pay me my salary!!!

I told BaoBei about this. His colleague then call me on my phone and told me to be wary of my bag. Cos I know I never do it, ALL of my colleagues believe that I never do it and Ping believe that I am not the sort of person who would greed this small sum of money, Faizal also said he trust me. Now his colleague is afraid that since my Manager claim that I am the one who stole the money, and he doesn't have any solid proof, he will try any means and ways to sneak some dollars note into my bag or apron when I am not aware cos my locker can't be lock. So if my Manager want to plant such "proof" against me, he could. Cos I don't watch my bag very often and my manager knows I don't have a habit of zipping my bag. CB! FCB! This kind of Manager also have?! I CURSE HIM TO DIE!!! TO BE KNOCK DOWN TO DEATH BY BIG LORRY OR TRUCK!!! LIARS DON'T GO HEAVEN!!!! I know myself my conscious is clear..I did not do it! Means I did not do it! CB! Mind your fucking words!!! Try to get me into trouble when I did not do it!? Fine! I will let you suffer!!!

I will see how these few days or weeks. KNNBCCB!!!! I hate people to frame me without any solid proof!!! I DID NOT DO IT!!!! I WILL NEVER DO IT!!! CB MANAGER!!!!

Peace...?

Update after the "Chee Bye Manager" incident...

Went to work on Monday and everything seems to be fine. When I step into my workplace, I quietly ask one of my colleagues,"How is the "Whether" today"? She look behind her and see that the stupid Manager is not looking, then said to me,"Surprisingly, the "Whether" today very cloudy" meaning peaceful lah. Okay..same goes for Tuesday. On Tuesday, which is yesterday, Jean and Me were very surprise! Only both of us understand why. The other new girl doesn't understand. Cos we have learnt something about my Manager some time ago, that whenever BOTH of his full timers are absent, he will surely get angry, bang things around and his mood will be very foul on that particular day(ai yah! Anyway he is 95% of the time on foul mood). But today he surprise us..especially me. One of my chef went on MC and my other colleague is on long AL(Annual Leave). So which means only 3 part timers are working for him plus one full timer(Mind you, that full timer has only been with the Company for a month!) Jean was puzzled but I think I understand why he act this way. He have to...or else, if he dare to challenge me like again? He will be in big time trouble! This one, only I understand why and how. But I am not Hao lian. I am not Boss's daughter or whatever. Just that I can only say he has shown improvement on his attitude after BaoBei's Boss gave him a scolding plus warning. You might think,"Strange..your BaoBei's Boss is not related to your workplace. How come he has that kinda power to change a person until like that?" Don't ask me. I also don't know how. I don't know what he did to make things the way they are now. But seriously, I am quite thankful to him and appreciate that he has stand up for me even though it is not related to his workplace. Now my Manager doesn't even dare to raise his voice at me for now. BaoBei claim that his Boss has settled it for me. I don't know how. I tell you what happened on Monday:

BaoBei claim that his Boss's friend has scolded my Manager over the phone on Thurs or Sat? He gave a serious warning to him. After that he said this,"You very sak right?! Dare to challenge other people's girlfriend to fight right?! If you are a true gentlemen, don't fight with girl! You like to fight right?! Come out and fight with me lah!!!" After that, the threat came..but this, I cannot state it here. In case my blog is public. Then, BaoBei's boss went to the restaurant to look for my Boss. He briefly said what did my Manager do to me and he demand an explanation from them itself. But I don't know who is handling him at that time cos the restaurant has two bosses.

When I heard that from BaoBei, initially I dare not go to my workplace. I scared that I will be in trouble lah! Then I take my tinnie winnie bit of courage to go to work. I expected, if the incident was true, I will either get a very big scolding plus challenging again, or sack on the spot. But none of what I feared has happened? It is as if nothing has been happen before except that his attitude shown improvement. When I went to work, my Manager was quietly sitting in a corner doing things. Which he normally wouldn't. I was very surprise but didn't said a thing except to ask my colleagues how's his mood?

Things are so far so good. I can only say I like the way things are now. BaoBei says that now he dare not anyhow raise his voice at me cos he knows who I mix around with now. If he mess with me, he is messing the person who is behind me - BaoBei's Boss. Don't know how true is that?

I will end here for now. I really thank BaoBei's Boss for standing up for me and he has really been a great help to my situation.

Chee Bye Manager!!!!

To all of you workers out there(if you are reading my blog right now): Have you ever been challenged by YOUR MANAGER or SUPERIOR to a fight before in your life? If you have, count yourself SWAY! If you didn't, lucky you! At least your superior or Manager is still a HUMAN BEING. I tell you my side of the story. It happened only on Friday:

I was working as usual. But because during lunch time, the crowd was a "slow crowd" as I could describe it. So there are less trays for me to collect and even lesser plates and bowls for me to collect to wash. I walk with my USUAL PACE at work. During some time, one of my big boss came to tuck shop for a meal. I still do my work as usual until my stupid Manager said,"Walk slowly hor! You walk too fast le!" On the outside, it may seem like he was "suan-ing" me but deep inside my heart I know he is criticizing my work! Never mind.

After that, when my Boss goes off. My manager said to me,"You don't know I was suaning you meh?" I said,"I know! So?" he said,"So?! Still walk so slow!" I told him,"I WALK LIKE THAT AS USUAL EVERYDAY AND YOU DIDN'T SAID A THING! TODAY BOSS CAME THEN YOU SAY THIS KINDA THING! YOU ARE VERY BO LIAO LEH!!!" He then said,"Why?! You are not happy that I tick you off huh?! Am I wrong in saying you?!" I then said nothing and stared at him. He then said,"Not happy then call your boyfriend down to fight with me lah!!" I am still staring at him but in my mind I was thinking,"Na beh! What has it got to do with my boyfriend huh?! What I do wrong is my own business!!! WHY DRAG MY BOYFRIEND IN?!" He then said,"What?! Stare?! Stare somemore?! What?! Not happy?! Not happy go outside 1 to 1 lah?! Scared you!? Not happy then you can go home now!" I then said,"I did not say that I am not happy. Everything is YOU who said it" he said,"You didn't say it but you are thinking it!" I told him,"Anything you say lah! It's YOU who assume I am not happy!" He then said,"Argue?! Argue some more lah! You stand here for 5 minute and reflect on WHAT you did wrong!" I do as what he told. But then...apart from that I am walking slow, WHAT ELSE DID I DO WRONG? Nothing right?! I don't know what is he thinking..I ask all of you lah..CAN A MANAGER said these kinda gangsterlism words? Can a manager challenge worker to fight? By right, I can report him as threat to the police but because only I am the one who knows what is going on at that point of time and I have no solid evidence against him, he can turn tables around to say that I provoke him to say that stuff or whatever shit. Cos only the both of us know. None of my colleagues knew that my Manager DID challenge me!

When BaoBei learns about this, he was very angry and feel like going down to fight. But I told him not to. Don't need to fight with this childish person! I said childish is because, my Manager is already 30+ yr old guy. Yet he is saying the things and words that a rebellious teenger would have said. The words that he use on me, was what I would have said when I was FOURTEEN and FIFTEEN years old in Secondary School. After I grad from ITE, I no longer said these words until today. I am an adult. I knew the concequences of fighting. No matter who is right or wrong, in the eyes of the law, anyone who fights, violates a crime of rioting and can be sentence to jail. No matter who started the fight first. I am not stupid as to fight with a 30+ yr old guy with a 14-15 yr old gangster mindset! He still thinks he is in school whereby fighting only gets a public caning or see principal that kind? Siao!

BaoBei has told his Boss at his workplace. I don't know what will happen next? But seriously, I don't think it is of any use. Cos this happens only at my workplace and happens only between me and my Manager. But his Boss claim that he could make someone lose his/her position within one day at their workplace. I don't know how true is that? I could now only silently wish that my Manager could be gone from my workplace soon!!!

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I couldn't sleep well these two days. Was having a very high fever the day before but I still went for work. Imagine coughing non-stop, shivering and having fever at 5.10am in the morning. After that I take medicine and went to sleep for a few more hours before going to work. Supervisor then detained me until 5pm.

Went to buy some medicine before heading to BaoBei's home. I didn't went home because I had a triff with my Mum. While at BaoBei's place, his Mum said,"Why she don't go to her own house?! Always come to your place?!" BaoBei didn't fight for me. Some kinda guy!!! Don't know who is the one who wanted me to go over to his place ON WEEKENDS. Although this time I am the one who wanted to put up at his place, but he didn't even said a word for me! Some times I don't know whether I had pick the wrong guy to be my boyfriend! When he is sick, I took care of him. But when I am sick, he did not take care of me! I remember there was one time, I was starting to get fever and my head was getting dizzy. His place did not have any medicine. You know what? He expect me to go all the way down to get myself a medicine. I almost fainted on the way back cos I couldn't see my surroundings clearly. Did he know? He doesn't!

Actually, sometimes, I feel that I am a fool! He is not the only one who did that. Imagine this: I had an ex-boyfriend, when he was sick, he expects me to go to his house to take care of him. When I WAS SICK, he still expects me to GO TO HIS HOUSE so that he could take care of me. I don't know whether to laugh or to cry.