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I couldn't sleep well these two days. Was having a very high fever the day before but I still went for work. Imagine coughing non-stop, shivering and having fever at 5.10am in the morning. After that I take medicine and went to sleep for a few more hours before going to work. Supervisor then detained me until 5pm.

Went to buy some medicine before heading to BaoBei's home. I didn't went home because I had a triff with my Mum. While at BaoBei's place, his Mum said,"Why she don't go to her own house?! Always come to your place?!" BaoBei didn't fight for me. Some kinda guy!!! Don't know who is the one who wanted me to go over to his place ON WEEKENDS. Although this time I am the one who wanted to put up at his place, but he didn't even said a word for me! Some times I don't know whether I had pick the wrong guy to be my boyfriend! When he is sick, I took care of him. But when I am sick, he did not take care of me! I remember there was one time, I was starting to get fever and my head was getting dizzy. His place did not have any medicine. You know what? He expect me to go all the way down to get myself a medicine. I almost fainted on the way back cos I couldn't see my surroundings clearly. Did he know? He doesn't!

Actually, sometimes, I feel that I am a fool! He is not the only one who did that. Imagine this: I had an ex-boyfriend, when he was sick, he expects me to go to his house to take care of him. When I WAS SICK, he still expects me to GO TO HIS HOUSE so that he could take care of me. I don't know whether to laugh or to cry.