Poem for...

Laying on my bed,

memories of you flashes in my mind

Recalling the days of you and me

that evaporates into past memories

What a fool I was!

for loving you unconditionally

How could our love tore apart?

How could our love be so fragile?

Hate myself for loving you so

Ruining my life because of you

The months past me by
The years have gone by
Recalling certain things
which I would have otherwise forgotten
Can't accept that fact that you have gone
Broken pieces by myself I picked

Worlds and worlds apart we are

yet my heart has memories of you
Picking myself up,
and carry on my life without you
5 and a half months of relationship,
9 years of pain
only then I knew....
my love for you was not just a puppy love

Never could I find another guy like you
But we waren't meant to be
The memories and pain with me I take
for that is all that you have left for me

I ain't an ordinary girl

I ain't a girl who greed's for wealth

Ultra possessive I may be,

never will I resort to black magic to gain someone's heart!

What's yours will eventually be

What's isn't however hard you try it will never be

An evil materialistic girl?

Sorry I ain't that kind of person you think!

Regretted gaining the memories
for they stored the ugly side of you!
No longer will I love you
for I have learnt how to hate!
No longer will I wait for you
for I have found someone else

Wishing you all the best,
no matter where you are,
what you do
I will forget you if I could
like how you have forgotten me
Thanks for the love you used to showered on me
Thanks for the times of laughter and joy that you bring
Thanks for the times of my tears for you
Lastly, thanks for all the pain you given onto me
for these, I have learn how to love
for these, I have learn how not to hurt
for these, I have learn faithfulness
for these, I have learn to cherish
for these, I have learn to walk alone
Although I ain't any wiser,
for all my circumstances, a stronger me I have become
I will live my life well
with or without you

To: CNBH(known as CNBW)
Date created: 8 Oct 2008