Money Woes + Stupid me!!!!!

I really regret signing up for the Yoga thing. Maybe I didn't really read their contract thoroughly and now I have to face with money problems. It's my own carelessness fault. I can't terminate the contract until 2 years is up. KNS! I can only suspend my membership. But then again, if suspend, I will still have to pay $24+++ per month. BaoBei says he felt that suspend is better than I pay $100+ when I didn't attend any of the classes. The problem is, I do not know, for suspend cases, will it end as according to the date or it will extend the date for me for the termination? I have having a lot of stress. Friday I will work from 8am - 2pm. I will have to go down personally to sign some stupid paper for suspension. If let's say that for suspension, they will suspend until I am ok with it, then BaoBei ask me to suspend all the way if I wanted to, until my membership is due to expire. I felt like terminating soon but I do not know how much will I have to pay in penalty? If it is a few hundred dollars, I don't mind(Not that I am rich or whatever) but you see, my membership is $105+++ per mth. If they allow me to terminate but must pay them a few hundred, is ok cos even if I go for classes, I still must pay hundreds of dollars per mth. The problem is I am afraid that it is a few thousands! One thing is not worth of the money. Second thing is I pay for my stupidity! Haiz....stress....

The other thing is I just realize I lost Li Yi no. -_-" Cos the other day I wanted to SMS her something but end up in the end, the person on my contact list as "Li Yi" SMS me saying that she is "Li Ping"(My pri sch friend) I am very scared and at the same time feel like beating myself up. It's not very private message but still I feel very pai seh! Good lor! Sway lor! Now I lost Li Yi's no. Must wait for her to tag at my tag board again. -_-" Cos the other day BaoBei and me went to this restaurant at Vivocity. The ambiance is very good and the food was superb! Er...the price is of course..very "beautiful" lah(if you know what I mean) it's sort of like buffet style. But then again, apart from the buffet, it serves mainly meat kind of food which I don't know if Li Yi would like it? The chef put directly on your plate!!!

My plate after I ordered beef, mutton, chicken etc

"Carnivore" is the restaurant name. These are the tabs on the table. Red means you don't want anymore food and when the chef sees that, he won't put anymore food on your plate. Green means you still need food and the chef will ask if you want the food to be put on your plate?

This is the first time BaoBei bring me to a Brazilian restaurant to have dinner! Although I have to pay half of the bill, but still I feel very happy and touched that he plan something like this for me out of the blue. It's just that I don't know how to say it to him.

Li Yi, if you want to dine with us at this restaurant, you just have to save about $50 - $100 then next time we will bring you there to eat okay? Ya I know it is not cheap. If you are a meat lover, I can promise you that the food there is really worth the money. I will end here for now. Li Yi, sorry to have lost your number. Maybe you can SMS me or call me with your number again? I am sorry.