Malaysia trip

Went to Johor Bahru for holiday last week with BaoBei and his cousin and cousin's boyfriend(Double date!). Before that I went to money changer to change Singapore dollars to Malaysian Ringgit. That time was $1.39 and Ah Ping said the rate was quite high. I then use S$100 to change and paid $4.50(I wonder why must pay?) then the person gave me RM250. Went shopping at City Square(JB's most popular and well-known shopping centre) and I bought a bag, some make-ups there. BaoBei tried on a pants that I find it quite nice on him but it was RM70+ dollars! If I have more money and have the chance again, I would go Malaysia to shop again.

Went to Taman Lingie?(a shopping centre where I forgot the name) and ate a Malay restaurant there but the food was too oily! The taste also only so-so. Stayed at 小姑's place during the trip. Beat BaoBei up cos I thought he purposely made me fell plus at that time, 小姑 had just mopped the floor and I fell partly because I slipped. I hit BaoBei's chest very hard and later on he said I almost slapped him. He said if I really did, he will beat me up on the spot(or something like that?)

Before returning to Singapore, I had a very huge quarrel with BaoBei. Perhaps it's my fault that I SMS Mattrew the first thing I arrived back in Singapore. The other part is that during the trip I accidentally step on BaoBei's foot. I was wearing high heels so you can imagine the pain BaoBei felt. I delete the SMSes after sending cos I know BaoBei would be very angry. Mattrew is a guy that I had known through Alamak Chat.com. BaoBei was not happy that I got too close to that guy. Had met the guy only once and I find him not so bad in person but he can also be very cheeky in MSN. He did express interest in me initially but after I told him that I had a boyfriend whom I will be married to in a few years time, he seems to back out. But we continue to remain as pure friends. I have no interest in him at all cos I know BaoBei is all that I need(cos I believe He is what God gave me cos God did show me signs. This is for me to know) After some heart-to-heart talk with BaoBei, I realize that BaoBei loves me a lot because of one sentence he said,"When you truly love somebody, you will tolerate the person's everything" Somehow after some time, I felt that BaoBei has lost trust in me cos he ask me this question,"Can I put 100% trust in you that you won't be unfaithful to me?"(or something like that?) I do love BaoBei..but I don't understand why I find myself had roving eye for other guys(and girls too). But I realize something why I am close to Mattrew..He gave me something that BaoBei no longer gives me - Attention. It's something BaoBei no longer does for me. I think it only happens when you just got to know the person and you wanted to know the person better.

My knee cap and my wisdom tooth has been giving me problems these days. Went to see a dentist this evening and she told me that both sides of my wisdom tooth are decayed. That explains why I have sharp pain on my cheeks! She also said I have tar-tar(don't know what is that?) and cavities. She suggest to remove my wisdom tooth as soon as possible and it will be considered a surgery. It will cost me around $800 for both sides to be removed plus scaling and polishing. I do not have that kind of money. No wonder BaoBei refuse to go to the dentist. But I also understand that if I don't go now, sooner or later, I will have to wear dentures like my Dad(WHICH I DO NOT WANT!!!!). Haiz...if only I am free of money problems!

I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time. BaoBei, I love you and I still do. Just that I do not know how to express myself anymore. I am sorry.