BaoBei's passed his driving lesson + Steamboat

Baobei passed his driving lesson only the day before. He drive me to our steamboat meeting with Kakis at Bugis. I was very happy to see some kakis there and we ate a lot of food. The only regret I had was I took a plate of vegetables for Ariel but end up she didn't eat the food. So much food was being wasted. It was also Taily's Birthday yesterday! Celebrate her birthday with a special chocolate cake. The base of the chocolate cake taste like Ferraro Roche!

Went to Xiao Phang's place later for the New Year. I heard from BaoBei that we are not suppose to open our Ang Baos during the Chinese New Year, as the Ang Baos are meant to ward off any bad luck for the entire year. But I have already open most of my Ang Baos.

Went to Vivocity with WeiDa and Lily, the view was great but I had upset tummy. I think it could be the food that I ate during the steamboat. On the way back home, BaoBei listens to 93.3FM but strangely, all songs at that point of time are all very emo. Like breaking up, being apart, a love that cannot be fulfilled due to circumstances. I feel that it talks about me a lot. I then dwell on my past memories but I hold back my tears. A lot of regrets but what else can I do? But seeing him happy with his wife, is enough for me.

The other day, I dreamt of him being kidnapped with his wife and daughter(the daughter seems to grow up) He was trying very hard to protect his wife. Seeing that picture, my heart felt painful but at the same time I am happy for him. At least, this time, he is really very happy with someone else. Some things just can't be forced. I accept fate as the way it is.

I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.

Sometimes, time doesn't heal all wounds. It may fade certain memories or heal certain wounds. But the wound from the heart, can never be healed. Even if it is, there will always be a scar or broken pieces of it remains.