Reunion Dinner

Yesterday evening, I went to my 1st uncle's place for reunion dinner. My family was the first to reach there and we then greet our elders inside. At around 8pm, the rest of the family members then appeared. Haiz..maybe it has been too long since I last get together with my cousins, so there is nothing in common for us to talk about. My 3rd aunti then ask,"Eh? Ah fen? Where's your boyfriend? Never bring him for visiting again?" I was then very blur cos since it has been a long time and I had change bfs too often, I do not know which boyfriend she is talking about. Erm..I am not really a flirt lah ok? Or someone that is unfaithful. For those who know me inside-out, you will know that it is usually the guys who broke up with me instead of the other way round. Cos no matter what, I could not say the word,"Let's break up"from my mouth. I really don't know why. Although it's just "say only mah" word. But seriously speaking, I have difficulty speaking this word out even I wanted a break up. If I really think the the relationship didn't go anywhere or that he has been two-timing behind me(which I have ex-bfs who did that)I will try all means and ways to get him to say the word out to me, since I have difficulty saying the word.

I then replied her,"No lah ah kim(I address all my aunti's from my Mum's side as this), I don't have any boyfriend" She was surprise and said,"Huh? Ah fen don't have any bf?! Surprise leh! Cannot be lah. You are lying right?" I told her that I seriously don't have any bf and I don't want anymore bf as I think I am a person who don't know how to love someone and anyway, I am the one who tend to receive the hurt most.

After the reunion dinner, my 1st uncle then ask me,"Wah ah fen! You go pubs/discos?!"I then look at him with my eyes wide and my 3rd uncle's younger son then look at me(He is older than me by 3 years i think). I don't quite like his current hairstyle. Yes, he is the most handsome guy in our family but I am really not used to his hairstyle. If I were to see him on the streets, I seriously cannot recongise it is him. I then told my 1st uncle that I only go with friend's company. As my uncle is a very strict person, he warn me the dangers of those kinda places and he forbid me to go even if I am with female friends. My cousin then look at me and said,"Wah fen! You are more hiong than me! I see you look so "quai" but yet you go chiong. But I don't like those kinda place. The music are so noisy and the crowds there are very complicated".

All my uncles, 1st to 4th(my mum is the youngest), then ask my Mum why did she allow me to go that kinda place? She said that she could not really control me as I am a very rebelious person but at the same time, my mind is very naive and way-too-simple-minded. That is the only thing she worries the most, for me being simple-minded and too trustful of people. She could only advise me on what she has experience in her life and what she has seen/heard before and what I must do and not what to do in whatever situation. It is my life that I have to lead anyway and she could not do anything to control me. My uncles then look at me and my 3rd uncle then shook his head at me. My 4th uncle then ask me to be very careful of the friends I mix with and he is very worried that since I go to those places often, I might have taken drugs. But I assured him that I don't take drugs and only went there for drinking. But he is also worried that my drinks have been spike or whatever and he ask me to take care of myself and especially my drinks - don't ever leave them unattended in pubs/clubbings. I once leave my drink unattended when I go Planet Paragram before with Elzy and Nor but nothing happen.

After that we then went back home by my 2nd cousin's car and I went to sleep aftet that. Quite a tiring day for me.