Expectations

Went to meet HuiYi after my work to help her to get something. She told me that it's been a long time since she last went shopping spee. We then went to River walk and put our bags down. Met MingWei along the road and he followed HuiYi and me to Clarke Quay Shopping Centre. The last time I went there, I remember seeing a necklace that I was thinking of buying for BaoBei. This time when I went back there, the necklace was gone! The sales assistants said they sold two of the necklace that I wanted to show HuiYi about. I then enquire about a particular necklace that I was looking for a very long time. They then said they have the stock but it has not arrive yet! The price is much much cheaper than Orchard! I then leave my contact number and the sales assistant said she will contact me if the necklace arrives! Yeh!!! Finally found it!!! YES!!!

Went back to River Walk and I went to the ladies before going into the lecture room. When I went in, Lorraine was sort-of "Staring" at me and HuiYi whisper for me to go out. Oops! Sorry...I didn't know a meeting was going on. My apologies. I then went out and saw AiZhen with Mike and Shao Kun. She then pass me a card to ask me to write. When I saw the card cover, I was very surprise! It was very nicely done. I then pass to Bro to ask him to help me to write and then the card was passed around - to write encouraging words. I was the last person to write. By the time it was my turn to write, it almost didn't have anymore space left. Ai Zhen then tease me,"BaoBei!" Cos that's the way I greet YenHao. I am not a person who express myself well be it in words or actions. I just write what I was thinking at the moment with some Chinese words.

Lorraine then start CG but the atmosphere was a bit weird cos it was Chee Yuan first time playing for the CG~Wooooo!!!*Claps* Overall it was okay. Lorraine's preaching for the day somehow made me feel a little guilty. She later prayed for me. After CGM, Lorraine then made herself clear that she will no longer be booking seats from now on. Anyone who is late will have to sit by themselves. She feels that she pampered us too much. She then share the experience whereby she have to argue with the Ushers just to help the CG to get good seats and she said something like nobody seems to appreciates her effort. I was there when she did that and I witness it myself along with some CGMs. I was thinking, maybe it's not that the CG doesn't appreciates her effort but maybe it could be that they do not know how to express their appreciation. She then said if we do not have any valid reason not to turn up for Sunday PM, we better turn up. I was thinking,"I thought this was a choice whereby whether we WANT to turn up?" Cos I remember she ever said that it's useless that we were "force" to go. Or we just go because we HAVE to go. She said we need to have a mentality that says,"I go because I WANT to be there". Please...Lorraine, don't misunderstand me. What I am trying to say is...there are certain things that was said that I don't really understand. That's all. She was also not happy that when she don't take the initiative to have the CGMs meet up on weekdays, nobody meets up. For me, I always had this,"Go where? Do what?" when it comes to outings and I am not usually the person who knows how to plan things. Sometimes, due to budget problems, I don't dare to go to outings. Some more plus nowadays I am trying hard to find night shift job(please don't ask me for what).

Went for supper with the CGMs and later Ming Ze send me home to my block. Went home to play Second Life(SL) and saw my "friends" there. I then told one of them a problem and she ask me to see a doctor if I need to. Ever since my Avatar won the "Thinc Babe of the Month - April", the people in SL just treats me differently. There are many other girls there are prettier than my Avatar but surprisingly, my Avatar won the award. I am now trying to change my Avatar into a very sexy lady but I don't have the skin and body shape to do so.

I think I end here for now. Will blog again some other time.

P.S: Went to see Doctor le....Gastric Pain. Cannot skip meals and must take medicine accordingly. Sianz...Veggie fast? By the way, BaoBei, your suggestion to my supervisor Chef has been considered. He said your idea of suggestion was very good and he will talk to Boss about it.