Rush for cell group as my work ends very late. I guess that I would reach by 9+pm but Lorraine said that it was not even 9 yet and I manage to make it for the word of God. Thank God! The sermon was about Guilt. I have been living with Guilt all my life so I felt that the sermon seems to be talking about me the whole time. It's true when Lorraine said that people who are living with Guilt, built their own personal prison in their hearts. That is what I am - in my own prison maybe for more than 5 years. Luckily, there's also ways to set our hearts free.
Went for service on Saturday and was very surprise to see Jayne coming back! We didn't talk much though. I felt that she has grown prettier. Went for fellowship with the CG and Lorraine ask why am I so quiet? I was listening to the members talking but I don't know what to talk? Cos I don't quite understand what is their discussion about?
Chat with Lorraine later at night and she talk to me a lot of things. I have misunderstood Anthea! Oh no! I was sad to hear that Anthea feared me since the day she step into the CG. Lorraine also told me that I could talk to her if I have anything. Not just BaoBei and HuiYi only. I was like,"*Grasp* Talk to you? But I am very scared". It's a kind of fear I don't know how to explain but luckily Lorraine knows what kinda fear I felt towards her. She ask me to learn to talk to her and also learn to control my temper :(
I was surprise that Anthea done so much things for the CG. Haha! Luckily she doesn't read my blog. There will be some changes in Church. I do not know if it's a good or bad change? But overall, I am quite happy with the Changes the Church have, except for the changes of the service timing. It will start earlier than usual *Sian* There will be services going on at both Expo and Jurong West! Yeh! But I wonder how will the service be like in future if the new building were to be built in the marketplace?
I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.
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