Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Just venting out my anger...can don't read it..just ignore

Went to work as usual. Manager is on leave until Thursday. Things are fine until almost after work...
Everyday, that stupid idiot would always ask me stupid question!!!!:

On Monday:

Mei Xin: Oei...you sweep the floor already or not?

Me: Ummmm(Tired tone)

Mei Xin: Oei..sweep already or not?

Me: Yessss...(Tired tone)

Mei Xin: Why I never see?!

Me: Cos you are doing something else!!!(Thinking to myself: You never see means I never do meh?! ^%^%#$^^!!!!)

Mei Xin: Table wipe already?

Me: Uh.....(slightly irritated)

Mei Xin: Window leh?

Me: Tsk!!!(Thinking to myself: Nah Beh!!!) Wipe already lah!!! (Thinking to myself: CB!!!)

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TODAY:

Mei Xin: Your floor sweep already?

Me: (Stare plus glaring at her!!!)

Mei Xin: What?! I just ask you a question only?

Me: Are you blind or you really blind or you act blind?!

Mei Xin: What?! Ask you question only why you so angry?

Me:(Thinking to myself: Cos you ask stupid question!!!) I sweep already! Plus mop already!!! Table, window and chair also wipe already!!!!

Mei Xin:(Mumbers to herself) Is it? How come I never see?!

Me:(Shouting) You always say you never see one lah!!! I must DO IT IN FRONT OF YOU then is consider WORKING is it?! If I don't let you SEE me doing that means I am NOT working lah?!(Me thinking: CB!!! You think you are what?! Boss?! Manager!!!??? CB!!! Always say NEVER SEE NEVER SEE!!!)

Mei Xin: I....I...don't mean that...

Me: *Slams knife on the table*

K: What happen? Why so angry?

Me: You ask your GOOD friend lah!!!

After that I went to keep the tables and chairs plus the board. All of them can clearly see that I am angry. Later, Khair ask me what happen? I explain to him and he said that she is just concern about my work. Ya right! I told him,"Ok lah, assumed that she is really "concern" lah. Why when I replied her,"I do already" she still say,"Why I never see?!" What does she mean by that? So does it mean that ANY work that I didn't do infront of her, meaning I didn't do lah? Or...rather, Must I do my work within her EYES then is consider working?!"
Khair went quiet for a while and he said,"I don't think she meant that. Never mind, ask her to come. I need to talk to her regarding this too" I do not know what exactly did they exchange about. After that Khair went to tell Manager about this problem and the Manager put it as if I AM THE ONE WHO STARTED IT FIRST. Who is the bloody hell who provoke me?! ANYTHING I did is WRONG! Just because they are the MANAGER's FRIENDS!! Of course he will side them!

Never mind. I see what will Manager say when he gets back. But, believe it or not? He will surely say until machiam it was MY fault?! Cos the two kuas is he HIRE mah! Plus they are HIS FRIENDS!!! Will he find fault in them?! NO! He will side them and push all the blame to me! His friends mah!!! I am just a NOBODY!!!! MY WORKPLACE IS REALLY UNFAIR!!!!

Later on, I SMS Mei Xin,"Sorry for banging the things just now or if I had scare you. Next time, i will inform you of EVERYTHING I do. If that is the way you prefer. I dun like people to make assumptions abt me not doing my work! If u never see me doing, it doesn't mean that i did not do my work. It's just that u never notice me doing"

She replied this,"No matter u do or don do next time..I won't care and I will not ask u anymore from today onwards.. U don need to tell me ANYTHING u do.. I noe I hav norights.. I will wait for the person who has right to say"

From the SMS, I feel that she's being very hao lian! That means she won't care but she will ask SOMEONE else to ask me the same thing! Anyway, her SMS really make me very angry!!! Na beh!!! Same position as me act as if you are elder or more senior position than me?! Wait long long lah!!! YOU ARE IN NO POSITION TO CONTROL ME THAT WAY OR TO SAY ALL THOSE SHIT!!! YOU NEVER SEE ME DO, THAT MEANS I NEVER DO LAH?! WHAT RUBBISH IS THAT?! I MUST DO IT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES THEN CONSIDER DOING LAH?! CHEE BYE!!! FUCKING HELL!!! EVEN MANAGER ALSO DON'T DO THAT LOR!! The most he will ask what I have done or not done and I will tell him. That's all. He has NEVER EVER say,"Why I never see you doing that?" Na beh!!! Even MANAGER himself never do that!!! What makes you in the position as CASHIER to interfer what I do?! Even if I told you I had already done this and that, you would always say,"Is it? You do already meh? WHY I NEVER SEE?!" CHEE BYE!! Next time everything I do I will make sure you bloody hell SAW ME DOING!!! YOU HAPPY?!

Feel like changing workplace again cos I really cannot stand working with these kinda zhong-you-qing-se people!!! NO OTHER WORKPLACE I have gone to in my past, have these kinda people!!! Maybe because the place is small...bo bian..small place but politics are not lesser than office politics lor!

Will end here now. Actually, no use reading it. I am just blogging her to vent my anger..

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