Communication

Finally told my supervisor at work yesterday that I am quitting in 15th June. He did not reply me and just ignore me. Haiz...Broke a glass when I knock off yesterday. I tried to sweep it off but the tiny pieces of glass(and some big ones) are very hard to sweep so I just use my hands to pick it up. Got tiny cuts on my hand instead and that time it bleeds quite badly(though it's just small small cuts)

Went to HuiYi's place and she apply medicine on my wounded hand. We then went to Tiong Bahru's food court to eat. The curry Chicken that I ordered was not nice. I think I would prefer BaoBei or my Mum to cook the curry chicken for me. After that we rush to Clarke Quay for CGM.

After the CGM, Lorraine then talk to us and ask us to share our Revelation about our own spiritual life. I then took HuiYi that I need to talk to her cos I don't dare to share with Sister Lorraine. She then bid the CGMs goodbye and we went to Tiong Bahru Macdonald's to have a drink and sat down to chat. She was surprise that I still drink Cappuccino late at night! I then share about my thoughts to her about yesterday's preaching and Lorraine's words. She said that I am running away from things. She ask me to begin to pray starting with 5 minutes prayer.

Told BaoBei the same thing yesterday and I ask him some questions,"What if one day, you suddenly realize that you don't have feelings for me anymore and our dates is just like routine kind?(Go church, Go CGM that's it!)not much communication anymore? We didn't even share our feelings to one another anymore(Level 5 of marriage course..BaoBei and me are just at level 1 and level 2)? He said something that really surprise and touched me,"I would go and think through our relationship and think about the very first time when I had my first love for you. I would think of the times and the things that made me fall in love with you and what attracts me to you in the first place". He continued,"It's the same with God. You have to go and find out what makes you pray for 30 minutes with God that time? What makes you have fire for God? What are the things he has done for you and bless you? What are the things that the Bible says or God's words that touches your heart?" He then shared with me about the time where Jing Xian shared with him something.

Reach home and log into SL to tell Zalyn(I don't know how to pronounce this name) about my resignation and she said she'll give me an interview time when I am free. Half of me felt regretted quitting my current job but at the same time, I know that I cannot survive with this kind of salary for long. I need a change of job and PAY!

I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.