Met HuiYi after work at Orchard to go for a walk. We later then went to window shop at first. I saw a necklace that cost $15 but it was not suitable for me. She said that I rather spend money on BaoBei than on myself. I don't know? I think only BaoBei knows. Went to top shop and HuiYi help me to choose 3 tops. I try it out and let her see. Only Manage to buy 1 top and I like it very much as it can cover my fats. Went to Far East Plaza to window shop and also manage to buy a pair of slippers there. The slippers are a little bit expensive to me. Far East things are very expensive! I was a bit angry that when I wanted to look for the Microphone necklace, it is not available anywhere but now after I buy it, it seems that the necklace are selling everywhere! QI SHI REN! But the price is also more expensive than the one I afford.
Went to window shopping all over Orchard and after that head back to HuiYi's place to watch the 9pm Drama show. I like the show very much! It is a Chinese show about relationships and it talks about men and women, their thinking and their attitude towards things. Most of it are quite true. Can say that it's 99% true. The remaining 1% is depends cos it varies from couple to couple. HuiYi ask how is my relationship with BaoBei and on what level? I feel that my level of relationship with BaoBei is level 2 = Gossipping. While BaoBei's relationship level with me is level 1= Fair weather friends(or Hi-Bye friends). HuiYi was shock that BaoBei and me hardly communicate on a deeper level(heart-to-heart talk, sharing of feelings etc, which is the ultimate level of the Marriage course that I had attend). I envied her and Samuel cos on their side, they have communication, love, understanding etc. Everything that a "normal" couple have that BaoBei and me doesn't. HuiYi warns me that it's very dangerous to my relationship if BaoBei and me don't have proper communication(We are quiet most of the time on phone). The drama shows also feature that one of the Couple's Mum is staying in the household, creating a lot of unhappiness between the couple. HuiYi then mention to me about the marriage course about Leaving our Parents after marriage and cleave to our own spouse to live our own lives. She pointed at the television and said,"This is why Pastor wants us to leave our parents to cleave to our spouse. If the parents remains in the household, complicated matters and quarrelling/arguments will arise and it's not good for the couple. It will somehow strain the couple's relationship".
BaoBei then called me and we talk a bit on phone. He was very angry that I anyhow spend money again and bans me on my fetish(refer to my previous blog entries). He also ask me not to buy anything for him ever again -_-" (Mumbers: Lalalalalala...erm...That I cannot promise you, BaoBei. Still have your birthday, our monthly anniversaries, our one year anniverary etc. So.....Lalalalalala..can I say No? Please?)
Heard that HuiYi that Samuel is jealous(or envious?)that I buy things for BaoBei. Samuel then told HuiYi,"DearDear, you see..Juliet buy things for YenHao. Can you buy for me too?" HuiYi was very angry. But she have her own ways to show her love for Samuel that I couldn't do it. HuiYi is more of an expressive person. While I am not. The worst part is, HuiYi also knows I have split personality, which she says, it explains my strange behaviour and indecisive. Samuel, if one day you happen to read my blog, there is one thing I want to tell you. Not that I buy things for YenHao. Cos...that is my own way of showing him that I love him. I don't know how to express myself well, I am bad at hand-made things and I am not a romantic person. So...the only way I could "express" myself is to use practical ways like using money to buy his favourite things or the things that he like to have. While not everyone appreciates my this kinda gesture of expressing, but that is how I show love to a person. Other than that, I really don't know how to love a person. How I wish I can be like HuiYi, she knows how to take care of you. I don't know how to take care of YenHao.
I think I will end here for now. Will go for shopping spee again with HuiYi tomorrow.
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