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Went for work and told my supervisor that I would like to take 2 days leave. Surprisingly but luckily, he approve my leave! Wendy was jealous and said she's going to take a week off. I do not know whether she said this jokingly or seriously? When she learnt that I am going to resign on 15th of June, she got very furious and keep asking me to stay on the job cos she also wanna quit and go back to Sentosa to work. KNS! I quit you also wanna quit?! Then Mr.W how?! The part that I am very angry is that, she wants to quit 1 or 2 weeks BEFORE ME! But she hasn't submit her request yet.

Went back home to change but was late for fellowship. Met Lorraine along the escalator and we went to look for the CGMs together. On the way, I told her that I wanna go for make-up CG instead. She allocate me to Bro.Eugene at first but then allocate me to my ex-CGL in the end!!! But things like that cannot be help lah. No Lorraine, I am not blaming you or whatever. Just that I am surprise that's all.

Tried the new can "Anything" and my CGMs tried "Whatever". It has different flavours! It has stated only "Carbohydrate" or "non-carbohydrate". I tried the "Anything" and got a coke. I keep fiddling with the drink cos I don't quite like drinking gasy drinks. My CGMs all tried the "Whatever" and they got Peach, Green Tea etc.

After that we went for window shopping and I seek Lorraine's advice. She answered me,"No!" a lot of times and it's her definite answer. I had ask BaoBei before and he said,"You wanna go you go lor" but his tone sound quite unhappily. HuiYi knows BaoBei well and said,"He meant that if you wanna go you go but he'll be more happier if you reject your ex". For those friends who don't know what is going on, it's simple: One of my ex-boyfriend wants to celebrate my coming birthday for me but he's bringing me for dinner. To me, I have NO MORE FEELINGS for my ex. I was the one who initiate the break-up. My ex did try to patch things up with me by doing a lot of things to "win" me back. But in the end I guess he finally gave up cos he knows my character: Stubborn. Once I made a decision, it's very hard for me to change. The other reason that is because his ex-girlfriend(I was his 2nd) now works in his company and they have been spending time together. He finds himself still have feelings for her. I don't know lah...he has a complicated life(but I myself have a more complicated life than him) Lorraine said that if I am sure that we have no feelings for each other and that we are just purely friends, then ok(or something like that?) But BaoBei said he don't trust my ex. Should I go? Or should I not?

AiZhen has cut her hair. She said she looks matured that way. In pictures yes but in person I couldn't make up my mind. We then went for window shopping and then went back home after that. Miss half of the 9pm show. I hate the Vivien now! Cos she abused Wen Jing's son! But I guess most step-mother's are like that.

I think I will end here for now. Yeh! BaoBei is coming back!!! Very happy!!! BaoBei, xiang xing wo, wo jue dui bu hui zhuo chu dui bu qi ni de shi qing. Wo shi yi ge bu dong de biao da de ren, ke shi wo xi wang ni hui xiang xing wo. Wo de xin li chu le ni, mei you di er ge nan ren. Chu le wo de jia ren, wo zui ai de ren shi ni. Wo gen ta yi jing shi guo qu de shi le. Zai wo de yen li, ta zhi shi wo de pu tong peng you. Wo li kai ta de yuan ying ni shi zhi dao de...wo zhen de hen pah ni you yi tian hui bian chen ta nan yang dui wo. Ru guo zhen de you na mer yi tian, bu yao guai wo. Ying wei yi chi de di yu jing yen, yi jing zhu gou shen shen de shang hai wo...wo bu xiang you yi ge hui da nu ren de nan ren zai wo shen bian. Zhong zhi, ni he ta bu tong ok? Bu Yao he ta zhuo bi jiao. Ta heng you qian, SO WHAT?! It's your sincerity and heart that I love you for it. Ru guo ni bu neng gei wo shen mo, wo bu hui guai ni. Ying wei zhi shao wo zhi dao, ni shuo neng gei wo de yi qie, do shi chong ni de nei xing he chen ken! Bu yao chi ta de chu ok?

I think I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.