Losing sleep + BaoBei's point of view = Silly me! x_x

Didn't manage to go anywhere for count down on the 31st Dec 2007 as BaoBei claims that he's unwell. Went for a drink and head home after that. On 1st of January, we practically did nothing. I slept almost the whole morning while BaoBei was watching movies from his computer. I was feeling very bored and ask if I could go out for a walk and BaoBei said no. *Cry*

Went home in the evening and bid BaoBei goodbye. But when I went home that night, I couldn't get to sleep no matter how I try(I didn't take any sleeping aid and tried to sleep by my own) I ended up crying the whole night and didn't sleep at all cos my mind was thinking a lot of things. I was very disappointed and angry at BaoBei for not bringing me to see the fireworks and that I've miss the 2008 count down because of him! That's one of the reason why I cry. The rest is for me to know....

Went to work in a daze and had dizzy spells here and there. Maybe it's because I didn't sleep at all. Couldn't really concentrate at work and my mood was lousy the whole day. Discuss serious things with my colleague and I couldn't imagine life without her around. I wish that her work permit would somehow extend.

BaoBei called in the evening and we chat about a lot of things. When I told him that I didn't sleep, he was kinda worried. I complaint to him that he didn't bring me out to celebrate on 31st Dec and he said he was sick that day. He told me another reason why he did not want to bring me out to celebrate, which I then remembered: I was molested on last year's countdown, By an Indian guy. Of course he got away Scot-free. Cos I do not wish to pursue the matter. I heard that there was 5 riots and 5 molest cases last year so the security has been tighten up and more polices were enforced on 31 Dec 2007. BaoBei said he does not want the same thing to happened again. He said that if I were to go through that again and this time, if he caught the guy, he would bash the guy up! o.O

He act on guy's natural reaction of course. It was then I realize that I lose sleep over nothing. BaoBei do love and care for me after all. If I didn't ask, I would never know. I think I would have to get to sleep now. Need to catch my lost sleep..burbye!