Being my own self once again~

For the first time in my life, I have lost more than 1 friend. Or should I say friends?. .Because of that woman again! Yesterday, she called BaoBei wanted to talk to him about something which I don't know what...I then SMS her,"After scolding and shouting at people, u still have the cheek to call people to talk?!" She showed BaoBei this SMS and then she herself called BaoBei TO SHOUT AT HIS EAR! Very funny right? Bo Bian, "A" level student is like that mah. What to do?

I then SMS Esther to ask her why did she lied to me? I think she is with that woman at that point of time because she SMS me this,"She not scared le" what does she mean by that? I then said since she want to be with turtle, then from now on, no need to ask me out or whatever. She said that I am being childish. I don't know in others mindset but I am thinking, since me and Turtle are now enemies, and I don't like what she have said, that she has hurt me so deeply, and our arguements and our way of seeing things are never-ending and can never be understood, Esther and BaoBei are the ones that caught in the middle, in order to let this to end, I might as well give up so many years of friendship with Esther. Since she chooses Turtle as friend and I cannot get along with her well, sorry, I have no choice but to give up the years of our friendship.

I think I would rather be alone from now on. I don't like friends. People often say,"Strangers are friends who have not met" but now, I don't think so. Turtle used to be a stranger. After knowing her NOT even for a year, she can help destroy everything I have had by assuming things, and by being smart Alec.

I think I am being wrong by listening to what my teachers used to tell me. I just be how I used to be. Maybe, by being alone, I will be much more happier.