Erm..actually you can don't read this entry cos I just blog it cos I am bored. Unless you really have nothing to do too and came to check my blog entries out. Haha! Base on the time of this entry, you should know where am I blogging from? Yes, from my workplace.
Woke up at 7am this morning but I cover my head with my pillow when the alarm clock goes off. Don't wish to go to work!!! Don't know why I keep wanting to sleep a lot nowadays and don't wish to eat anything? Sleep increases, appetite decrease. Don't know is it a good sign or bad sign? Sometimes I wish that I could sleep forever and never to wake up again to face the day anymore. I know a few of my friends will mumber,"Choi!" under their breath. But I have my own reasons why I wish that to happen to me.
Force myself to get up and go to work. Get myself ready unwillingly. No, it's not Monday blues. It's Wednesday and it's the day of the week where I should be my most happiest. *Eileen will know why and she will be either happily tag me along to those places or to ask me not to drink so heavily or else she'll have quite a difficult time to send me home. But nowadays I could not even go there to drink. The other time Lorraine came and have a nice talk with me about my drinking problem. Cos HuiYi tip her off that I went drinking again at my usual haunt. I went there not totally for drinking. I went there to see the performers there okay? But just that unknowingly I had too many glasses of drinks. But luckily HuiYi called me just in time before I get really drunk. By the time I received her call, I am already very tipsy and my head was spinning. Don't worry HuiYi, I am not blaming you but I thank you for it. Sorry to make you so worried about me. I wonder is Lorraine scared of the effects on what the alcohol can do to me or is she scared that I'll get influence by the people there in those places? If it is the effects, I really have nothing to say. If it is the crowds, then, Lorraine, don't worry lah. Nobody will look at me twice de. So no one there will approach me. Don't worry okay? Alright! Alright! Don't give me that kinda look. I will know what you want to say. But really, I promise you I won't go drinking okay? You can have my word for it...but..can I use soft drinks to replace alcohol at least? Please? Then I know she will say,"I don't care! You talk to Bro!". HuiYi also said that to me the other time,"If Bro says that he allow you to go drinking then okay lor. If not, then no!" Liew! This kinda thing! Bro will surely object de lor! No need to ask! If I were to ask him, I think i'll get a very good scolding from him or at least he'll nag at me about don't-know-what?
Bro suddenly SMS me to offer me some job position. Wah! The place is very far! Haiz..but okay lah. Better than nothing lor. He ask me to send my resume to him and he will do the rest. Thanks Bro! You're great! So sorry to trouble you so much. Pai seh..Pai seh..
Pour to Ivan about my problems the other time. I guess only he understands. He tried to console me but I don't know how to tell him my exact problem. Only have myself to be blame lah. Sometimes I wonder why am I so stupid? It's just a minor setback. But I guess I'll recover soon. There are two songs that currently suitable for my current mood. One is sang by a male singer while the other is sang by female singer. Both are in Chinese. But I cannot state the songs here cos...both of the songs are what I am feeling now. It's a very old song. If the person know what are the songs, he will definitely sing one of the M2M's song back to me. Erm..please don't ask me about this okay? Just read it and forget it. Cos I am at least happy with the way things are now..I guess?
Very bored at work!!! I had finish my assignments again. Don't know what else to do. Read other people's blog? But their blog are not up-to-date. Meaning? Not updated! How to read? Or is it that I read too fast?
Will end here for now. Blog again some other time.
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