Yeh! Outing with my friends

Yesterday night, HuiYi called me and ask am I home yet? I then realize I got miss calls from Lorraine and she ask me to call her back as soon as possible. I wonder what happened? Made new "friends" with two girls at my usual hunt. They are a group of band. One of the girls said,"Hey! You looked familiar. You have been here before am I right?" I said ya and she said she saw me before once. I am a "regular" customer actually. They are quite friendly and had the figure that I really wish to have. Slim and sexy. Wow! They are quite observant! Could still recognise me out of the crowds. They then introduce themselves and ask me for my name. I smiled and introduce myself to them. I then gave them words of affirmation that they perform quite well(Actually it's their singing). They were overjoyed by my comment and said a loud,"Thank you" with a big smile. I never regret praising them cos later on one of the girls can finally dance a little besides singing.

When I order a random drink and sat at the usual place, a group of guys then sat on my left. Quite irritating! Maybe it's because that I don't quite like guys for now. The two girls then gave me a surprise by saying out my name aloud. They said,"Hi! Thank you for watching our performance. We would like to thank our friends, who came to suppose us over there!"(Pointing to my right hand side of the other end) and then they continued,"and we have made a new friend over here! Her name is Juliet!"(Shout my name very loudly! KNS!) Their male performers then ask,"Oh! You've made a new friend? Juliet? Where's Juliet? Can I see your hand please?" Some of the audience then cheer for me and I raise my hand to the guy and smile at the two girls shyly. He said,"Oh! There she is! Nice meeting you Juliet! Woo!"

After that I continue to watch the show for awhile and my phone ring. Only take a few last sip of my drink and quickly dash off. HuiYi called me to ask about my whereabouts. Wah! So late le she's not sleeping yet? She says she's worry about me. I then notice I had miss call from Lorraine and she ask me to call her back ASAP. I returned the call.

Lorraine said a lot of things about me. Lorraine, Please...I DO listen to each and every word of yours but just that I don't know how to reply you that's all. Actually I went drinking cos I am stress from my workload. Really don't wish to work anymore! She said,"Even if you drink, the problem is still there right? Can you please call me, or HuiYi or Bro? No matter how busy we are, if any of our members have problem, we will put aside everything and listen to them!" I don't wanna tell them my problems especially if it is work related..cos I feel that it's my own problem. There was once a guy told me before when I was very young(I only met him once and that's it!), He said,"Don't always pour your problems out to others. Cos it will only burden them more. Yes you will feel better after talking to them but some times, because of YOUR problems, they will feel more burden! They themselves already had problems and if you tell them your own problem too, it won't help them but will only burden them even more!" I remembered his words to this day even though I just met him once. That is also the main reason why I do not like to share about my problems if really brings burden to the friends around me. That is why I don't like to share about my problems face-to-face most of the time. I prefer to blog it here or keep it inside my heart.

Lorraine then told me not to take HuiYi's friendship for granted. I was thinking,"I never!" then she said that HuiYi is constantly worrying about me because of the way I see and do things. After that when I thought for awhile, I then realize that maybe I did hurt HuiYi in such a way that I myself do not even realize. It was then I know how much I have hurt HuiYi deeply and do not even realize it myself. Lorraine said,"Do you know how much HuiYi cares about you? You see lah! She's sick already and who is in her mind? JULIET" I then felt quite guilty...Sorry HuiYi.

She then want me to tell Bro and be accountable in everything that I do from now on to Bro. I said to her,"Huh...can I don't tell Bro..I'm scared to talk to him". He's not fierce but just that I have difficulty talking to Bro about things(Emotionally shut-down). She then ask me to write to him first..take step by step to talk to him. Oh..I was thinking whether to use the emotional map to communicate with Bro? Then Bro will be like,".....what the...."? She then made me promise her not to go drinking again. She says that there are more ways that I can release stress..Ya like what? By the way, some times I do release stress by punching things. Ya..that's how violent I am. Unless you guys have better ways to tell me for de-stressing. Please don't tell me to do Yoga okay? I don't have that kind of patience. I wonder if Aerobatics can help me to de-stress? But I really forgot how to do it.

Went for CG today and Bro seems to preach about something regarding yesterday night. I then look at Lorraine for awhile before turning back to Bro. Bro can be quite observant at times too! Now then I realize! I am really amaze by him of how he could "see" his members pray with his eyes close? Some times I really admire Bro...spiritually okay?!(Not that kind of admiration that you guys imagine!) Don't misunderstand me.(or my words..or whatever)

After the Church service ends, I told Lorraine I had to rush off to meet my friends at Banquet Harbour front. When I reach there, only Esther and I went to order food to eat. Haven't eaten anything since morning till night. Cos when my CGM went to KFC, I don't dare to eat the things there as it is too oily. I wanted to try to Brandito but dare not try for now. Chat alot during dinner and Esther keep on teasing me about Marcus. They tease me till I was lost for words and quickly eat my food. Sheryln and Esther then ask,"Why is your face so red?"I then smile to myself and said,"Erm...eat lah eat lah".

We then went to Vivocity to walk around. Wow! The shopping centre is quite big! Bigger than I have imagined! Although most of the shops are still not in operation, but overall, it is still okay. My God-brother and me then wonder will it have any arcades in the shopping mall? Hopefully could see some new games too. There's also some spots at the rooftop I think it's designed especially for couples cos the atmosphere is quite romantic at night. One of my friend then tease me,"Next time you and Marcus can come here to pat tor" I was like,"......! No! Please! Not Marcus!" The Bible says,"Don't yoke with the unyoke!" Marcus is a free thinker and anyway I never think too far about it. His expectations of a girlfriend is quite high too.

Esther then told Sheryln that recently I seems to have a lot of university guys flocking towards me.(The most recent one is a Bachelor Degree holder) I happened to read my horoscope and it says that this month I will have a lot of 桃花运 around me. Meaning that I will be meeting quite a lot of the opposite sex for this month. I didn't really bother it much. I used to believe in such things until the Healing service, the Pastor said that this is actually spirits of Idolatry! From then on, I had stop myself from reading it. But occasionally I will still happen to read my horoscope but didn't really believe totally in it anymore like I used to. I then told my friends that they think too much. They said,"Is it? But he seems to be interested in you these days? Don't tell me you didn't notice?" Seriously I really didn't notice. Maybe it's because he never shows obviously signs that he likes me or whatever. I still think that he is just being friendly that's all.

I think I end my long-winded blog for now. Sorry if I bore you to death with my nonsense entries..but..that's me! That's my life! (*Singing* It's my life...!) Will blog again next time! Ciao!