Watch a drama Series just now. Was very touch on the ending part where YaoYao said,"Some people sink deep into the darkness while others came out from it. You determine yourself which path you want to take". It made me cry partly because her words are touching. At the same time, I was thinking about my past and what BaoBei said to me during our initial stage of dating(2 weeks) After what he had said, I did ask him to think through it carefully before really accepting me as his girlfriend. The things he said later on made me cry. He said that it was from the bottom of his heart.
The factory job finally replied but I guess it was too late. My Mum said I am stupid to have reject the job offer for the sake of the temporary job. BaoBei called me yesterday and I don't have hands to hold the phone so answer the phone with my head slant sideways. I was making BaoBei's Valentine's Day gift. He ask what am I doing and I just replied,"Doing your gift lor. Need to finish up in a hurry to give you before Valentine's Day"(Cos he'll be booking in JUST before Valentine's Day). He then said,"Hmm..let me guess. You are folding stars right?" I then said that I do not know how to fold stars and I said I'll give him a surprise on that day itself. He said,"If not stars then is heart lor. How many?" I was speechless for some time. I only replied I will give him before the day itself but I have to hurry cos it was too many. Okay lah..it's because I myself set the impossible target. 9999 paper hearts. It has meaning of my own. Instead of 999(which is my initial plan, I change it to 9999). Cos in Chinese, it represents 4 words: Tian Chang Ti Jiu. Read it out and you'll notice it's 4 words right? My 9999 hearts means these 4 words. So far I only reach my initial semi target of 99 hearts. The rest are still in midst of folding. Haiz...hen xing ku!
Sorry..cos initially wanted to bring him to have a nice dinner but I don't have job and no money. I also don't know how to celebrate Valentine's Day as I never give any of my ex-bfs Valentine's day gifts before. Okay lah...only gave one of my ex whom the relationship last for 2-and-a-half years, a chocolate for the first year and a ring for the second year. The rest of my relationship never last beyond a year. Okay..I know I am un-romantic or no creativity but...that's me. I mention before I had difficulty expressing myself.
Log in to WLNY.com and I post one of my poems in Tampines area. 4 people who read my poem said my poem has meaning and touching. A girl then put 4 shock faces look. While a guy said my poem was "Power". Haha! First time I get this kinda reaction from people. It was just an ordinary poem but I am ashamed that the reaction I get is bigger than the operator who set the forum topic himself. He has also been criticised for his poem work which I felt sad for him. A few of them said his poem is copied from somewhere and it does not feel original. Probably because he uses the words "Thou" "Art" "Thee" etc. I was amazed cos it look like shake spears of Literature poem to me. There is a guy called, Edmund. He post two poems of his own and both of his poems took my breathe away! I never came across a person who can write a poem so well! I was like,"Wow!!! This guy is amazing! Could describe a scenery so well and so define!" I don't know how to describe his work. It's really beyond words for me! To me, it's the best poetry I ever seen! Now I know the chinese meaning of "Yi Shan hai you yi shan gao" When I told BaoBei about it, he was jealous. He said that he fear that I have an attraction for this forum guy(cos BaoBei don't know how to write poems). I then assure him that I am just admiring Edmund's poem and not the person himself. Anyway, I have BaoBei and that is good enough for me. I am contented.
BaoBei, xiang xing wo...wo de xin zhi you ni yi ge ren. Ni you ni de te bie, Ye Jiu Shi ying wei zhe ge te bie..wo chai hui xi huan ni. Bu yao he bie de nan ren zhuo bi jiao hao ma? Wo bu hui ying wei yi shou shi er xi huan ling yi ge nan ren...
Haiz...why BaoBei is so sensitive nowadays? I am slightly regret that I reject the factory job. Don't know if I had made the right decision? I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time
Log in to WLNY.com and I post one of my poems in Tampines area. 4 people who read my poem said my poem has meaning and touching. A girl then put 4 shock faces look. While a guy said my poem was "Power". Haha! First time I get this kinda reaction from people. It was just an ordinary poem but I am ashamed that the reaction I get is bigger than the operator who set the forum topic himself. He has also been criticised for his poem work which I felt sad for him. A few of them said his poem is copied from somewhere and it does not feel original. Probably because he uses the words "Thou" "Art" "Thee" etc. I was amazed cos it look like shake spears of Literature poem to me. There is a guy called, Edmund. He post two poems of his own and both of his poems took my breathe away! I never came across a person who can write a poem so well! I was like,"Wow!!! This guy is amazing! Could describe a scenery so well and so define!" I don't know how to describe his work. It's really beyond words for me! To me, it's the best poetry I ever seen! Now I know the chinese meaning of "Yi Shan hai you yi shan gao" When I told BaoBei about it, he was jealous. He said that he fear that I have an attraction for this forum guy(cos BaoBei don't know how to write poems). I then assure him that I am just admiring Edmund's poem and not the person himself. Anyway, I have BaoBei and that is good enough for me. I am contented.
BaoBei, xiang xing wo...wo de xin zhi you ni yi ge ren. Ni you ni de te bie, Ye Jiu Shi ying wei zhe ge te bie..wo chai hui xi huan ni. Bu yao he bie de nan ren zhuo bi jiao hao ma? Wo bu hui ying wei yi shou shi er xi huan ling yi ge nan ren...
Haiz...why BaoBei is so sensitive nowadays? I am slightly regret that I reject the factory job. Don't know if I had made the right decision? I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time
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