Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy New Year + Unhappiness = Heaviness in my heart

Yesterday I could say that the year started with a very bad beginning. I will share with you why later on. BaoBei's eldest Brother was having a BBQ yesterday and invited all his friends along. His eldest Brother then ask me to ask my friends for the BBQ. The thing is, the food that he have compared to the number of people attending the BBQ is quite limited. Luckily I had not call the rest of my friends along if not, it will not be enough. After that we then proceed to Shuang Long's place for steam boat.

Before that, I explain to Auntie(BaoBei's Mum)of why we will be back home very late at night. Her facial expression was very angry and she expect us to be back at 1.30am. I was thinking,"Okay..not bad. Quite a reasonable timing" BaoBei then add in,"We will try"and that sparks an argument from his Mum. Leaving the house quite unhappily for me.

During the journey to Shuang Long's place, I keep controlling myself not to cry. Luckily I manage to control it this time. I greet Shuang Long's family half-hearted and try to smile and act as happy as possible so that BaoBei will not worry. We then eat together and I ate my food quietly. I was a little offended by Wei Da's comment but then I know that he is joking so I didn't really show any unhappiness on my face and just smiled. I recognise one of the Ministry Of Sound(MOS) bouncer at that place! Cos whenever I go there, he is the only one who scan my IC. He don't recognise me though. His wife is very pretty and her hair is extremely long and silky!

BaoBei then went to Shuang Long's room to gather with the rest of the guys. I was still continue eating. After some time, I notice BaoBei didn't come out from the room at all and I quickly went to wash the bowl and gone out of the house quickly. I then sat at the staircase and finally be able to cry out alone and in peace. It was then I notice that I forgot to bring my handphone along with me!

BaoBei then came from behind me and he ask me what happen cos there was tears in my eyes. I tried hard not to cry in front of him. He keep pestering me to tell him what happened and he seems worried. I then told him about his Mum and what happened just now. He then shared with me his family problems and told me not to think too much. I guess my life at his place will not be as smooth-sailing for the rest of the days ahead.

On the way to esplanade to meet Esther Ho, the "traffic" was very squeezy. A lot of people were at the esplanade to count down. During the countdown, a group of people then spray snow flakes at us first and BaoBei and me spray them back. A lady then book my BaoBei for spraying. It then spoiled my mood for the rest of the day! NBCB!!!! KNN!!!! THAT BLOODY BITCH SPRAY AT US AND YOU DIDN'T BOOK HER AND YOU ONLY BOOK MY BAOBEI!!!! &*^% LAH!!! DON'T EVER LET ME SEE YOU ON THE STREETS!!! I WILL SHOW YOU HOW TO WRITE "DEATH" IN CHINESE!!! I then crunch my fist very tightly and stare at her. I argue with her that the girl spray at us first and she said,"Doesn't matter who sprays first! It's wrong to spray!" NBCB!!! This is public leh!!!! We do what we like!!! KNN your mother's business ah!? &^$%^$!!! If my BaoBei is not there, I will surely punch her face!!! But since BaoBei is there I cannot do anything! He doesn't like me to use violence. BaoBei should know very well how violent I can be. Watch the rest of the fireworks unhappily...

We then walk from esplanade all the way to Chinatown to hail a cab. There are a lot of people flagging for taxis. Ivan manage to flag a cab after some time and we quickly join him. The taxi driver explain that if passengers are more than cabs, the taxi driver will then "choose" the passengers they want to take. KNS!

Reach home at 3+am in the morning and obviously BaoBei's Mum is not very happy with it. We then share the room together to sleep.

I think I have to end here. Will blog again some other time. Sorry for the vulgarities and Happy New Year 2007!

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