Sunday, July 15, 2007

Giving up + Flea Market = Can I withdraw back into my OWN life?

Went out with BaoBei's Mum yesterday morning. Window shopping around and then we went to Macdonald's for lunch. Tried a bowl of Laksa at a cafe before that, but the Laksa is not spicy enough. Went to meet HuiYi at Orchard to go to the Flea market with her, but she went there on her own with her friend, LiLian first. Bump into Esther and Da Lao Po there! Bought a lot and things and did an express manicure that cost $8! But look very plain -_-". Went to visit my ITE friend who had a stall selling earrings there.

Esther then show me to a stall where we had our tarot card fortune telling. One question cost $3. Sheryln ask about her love life and Career. Which what the card shows and the teller says it's true! She ask Sheryln to be more confident. She also ask Sherlyn to beware as those who see her weakness will make use of her. I then ask about my career and marriage life. She says that it's better for me to work in a job where there's lesser pay but at least I am more happier, rather than I work in a job with a better pay but I am not very happy with the job I am doing. She also ask me to look out for opportunists for jobs that I know I could do well, and ask me to try for those jobs. As for marriage, she says that I will struggle during the early stage of marriage but I will do well. For my love life, I will quarrel with my partner alot but the relationship will still be there. If there's ever a break up occurs, then something is very wrong with the relationship. But basically, we will just argue but still stay strong. BaoBei ask for his career and certain group of friendship

Went for service after that and hear Bro's announcement before we were dismissed. During the night, I received Ming Wei's call to apologise. I was like,"..........." but in reality, I was quite surprise to received his phone call, that I practically didn't spoke to him on phone. Later when I manage to snap back to reality, I then SMS him that he's forgiven.

I guess from now on, I will either blog here or I just keep quiet. I don't know how to express myself in person. Maybe this is my only way that I know how to say things out. I am sorry if I hurt anyone in any way, BUT think about it first: IT'S MY OWN PRAYER LIST! Why the hell do you care what I put in it!? I am not well, means I am not well! So what if the whole cell group knows about it? Yes, Gossip all you want! Just don't let me know who you are! And if you are one of those who gossip about me, I have this to say to you: IF YOU DARE, SAY IT TO MY FACE IN PERSON! And to MingWei: I am sorry too. But I will try....if only I can express myself well in person like in my blog.

I will end here for now. Sister Lorraine, can I don't add my name anymore? Since people think that I am "Bold" in my Prayer list, then forget it. I am FINE! In the eyes of the Lord! and NO THANKS! I don't need encouragement cards!

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