I do not know what is wrong with my right knee? I don't remember injured myself or whatever but it has been pain for quite sometime. No, it's not the surface or the flesh inside...I think It's the bone. I only feel pain when I try to get up after sitting or kneeling. But have no problem bending my knees. I wonder what is wrong? When I told BaoBei, he said I might have "Gu Tou Shu Shong Zhen" I don't know what is that? Meaning my bones are weak and brittle. It happens when a person rapidly loses weight(which I don't) or have weight inconsistency all the time. It will affect the knee area. But if that was so, how come I only feel pain in my right knee and not both knees? He sound so serious and said it my bones are really brittler and I happen to injured the same pain spot like I have now, I might break my bones in the affected area and it's permanent damage. I might not be able to walk on that affected leg anymore. I don't know but then I think it's not serious.
Feeling very painful in my head and have slight fever. I don't know what is wrong. So I SMS HuiYi that I won't be going for service. BaoBei ask me to rest. Feeling pain here and there. I request BaoBei to buy porridge for me but he said he will buy KFC for me instead...what the....?! A person who is not feeling well, you still let the person eat fried stuff? But then ok lah.
Went for interview on Thursday evening in an Vietnamese restaurant located at Millenia walk. I had trouble locating the place. What they state in the newspaper advertisement, is VERY different of what they told me! The newspaper advertisement wrote like this: "IMMEDIATE VACANCY Looking for part/full time service crew. 5 days work week. Walk in interview at #01-26 Millenia walk(Opp Suntec City). Call 1234567 for interview." Note that the newspaper advertisement states like this. But when I go there for interview, they told me that it will either give me weekdays off or only Sundays off. It is not possible to give me weekends off. If it's really the case, what is the 5 day work week about?! I know that if I am given weekdays off, the it is really a 5 day work week but I don't want weekdays off! Plus the person who interviewed me, is interested in only giving me a full time position. I explain to her that I have difficulty leaving my current job and that I would like to take up a 2nd job. She gave me a strange look and told me to just resign or give my current company a month notice and I can leave. Humph! If only it was that easy! My stupid Boss won't let me go! Anyway, since it's a weekdays off only 5-day job, sorry, I am not interested. I don't need weekdays off. The interviewer suggest me to study Shatec if I am really interested in F&B line cos that cert will bring me somewhere and I will succeed in life in F&B career with that cert. I have yet to try a restaurant that is run by Shatec school and students. I forgot where exactly is it located but BaoBei remembers it. I heard that the food there is nice but then, it's not cheap.
Went for combine CGM yesterday. Before that, I had dinner with HuiYi and Stephanie. I was feeling sad for Stephanie. But I guess everyone has problem of his or her own. I was shock to hear about what one of an ex-CGL said to Stephanie! All along, my impression for this ex-CGL is not so bad, although I never interact with this person before. But now, I don't know. Went to toilet with Stephanie and after that we went to somewhere to talk for awhile. She share with me a bit about her past life and that she wasn't happy each time she did something. I know exactly how she feels. Not because that I am a woman too. But because what she gone through in her past, is what I have also gone through the exact same situation too. She said that she doesn't feel loved in the outside world and that she has no real friends outside. She is alone. She said that she may seems to be "popular" among male friends and that on the surface, it may seems that she has a lot of friends but then she feels lonely inside. Cos she feels that the friends are not real and that her guy friends only ask her out for a motive. I feel sad for her. She confess that she come to church is not for God. But because she has nowhere else to go. I feel that she's trying to gain acceptance. She wants people to accept for who she is. She used to be from my ex-CG too but somehow for some reason, she back slided. I never interact with her much then. All I see is a very happy-go-lucky girl. But after what she shared with me, I realize that she is not happy inside at all. I don't know what to say to encourage her. I just told her that if she feels that she don't feel accepted outside, Church is the place where she can find true acceptance. I then wrote her a letter to encourage her. I don't know if it will impact or touch her, but still I wrote. Even if she don't feel anything, at least I want to let her know that I truly care for her.
I guess I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.
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