I felt very depress after reading a book. Those who are smart, you can try and guess what the book is. I don't have the original copy of the book though. I heard from Rigina that the original book is quite thick and quite complicated. I WANT THAT BOOK!!! Sorry that I cannot reveal much of the contents of the book cos it is quite a sensitive topic to talk about. It is about religion thingy.
Although the book I have in my hand is not the original contents, but it is quite confusing as the characters discuss about the original book, alot of details were missing and some of my questions that I thought in my head were not answered in this book. I WANT THE ORIGINAL BOOK! I DON'T CARE! BUT HOOK OR BY CROOK I MUST GET MY HANDS ON THAT ORIGINAL BOOK!!! But Regina warn me sternly not to read that book as it will shake my faith violently. She said,"I pray that if you ever get your hands on that book, your spiritual life will not be affected badly. Cos if you really can't take what is stated in the book, you will eventually backslide. Mark my words". But..I DON'T CARE! I want to know alot of things!!! But in order for me to know both sides of the story, I must read through the WHOLE Bible before reading the book. As alot of contents of the book state are quite confusing to me. I discuss with Rigina about it and she seems quite offended by me. She said,"I don't want you to get brainwash by that book alone! Do you know that the book you are reading now are mostly anti-Christ?" I told her that I don't know. But..I was thinking, if what the book states are true, Christians, please don't blame me for doubting the Bible. Although I am guilty for not reading the Bible much, but I still know certain topics of the Bible. I even learnt some shocking findings about the Bible which I could not state it here. I had a "spiritual fight" with Regina because of this. Lucky she is firm and strong enough to answer all the doubts and questions about the book that I "threw" at her. She then told me,"If you are quite stress-up and deeply affected by this book alone, then I suggest that you don't watch the movie later on".
I have not yet finish reading the book. I am only half-way through. The topics that the characters discuss are more and more confusing that I desprately wanted to know the answers to it!!! But maybe if I ever get my hands on the real book, all my answers will be answered. Or maybe the book could be more confusing that I needed to seek for more answers to my questions. Haiz..Please..I don't want to hear anymore of this!!! Father!!! Tell me that all these things are lies?! But I really want to know..Which is which??? Which are truth?! Which are the lies?! After reading this book and after learning some of the historical things, I have serious doubts about the Bibles(In fact, all the Bibles). I wanted to cry but I couldn't cry. Although the story itself is quite messed up and confusing. But still I can catch a tinnie winnie bit here and there. The rest I have to find out myself!
Although the book I have in my hand is not the original contents, but it is quite confusing as the characters discuss about the original book, alot of details were missing and some of my questions that I thought in my head were not answered in this book. I WANT THE ORIGINAL BOOK! I DON'T CARE! BUT HOOK OR BY CROOK I MUST GET MY HANDS ON THAT ORIGINAL BOOK!!! But Regina warn me sternly not to read that book as it will shake my faith violently. She said,"I pray that if you ever get your hands on that book, your spiritual life will not be affected badly. Cos if you really can't take what is stated in the book, you will eventually backslide. Mark my words". But..I DON'T CARE! I want to know alot of things!!! But in order for me to know both sides of the story, I must read through the WHOLE Bible before reading the book. As alot of contents of the book state are quite confusing to me. I discuss with Rigina about it and she seems quite offended by me. She said,"I don't want you to get brainwash by that book alone! Do you know that the book you are reading now are mostly anti-Christ?" I told her that I don't know. But..I was thinking, if what the book states are true, Christians, please don't blame me for doubting the Bible. Although I am guilty for not reading the Bible much, but I still know certain topics of the Bible. I even learnt some shocking findings about the Bible which I could not state it here. I had a "spiritual fight" with Regina because of this. Lucky she is firm and strong enough to answer all the doubts and questions about the book that I "threw" at her. She then told me,"If you are quite stress-up and deeply affected by this book alone, then I suggest that you don't watch the movie later on".
I have not yet finish reading the book. I am only half-way through. The topics that the characters discuss are more and more confusing that I desprately wanted to know the answers to it!!! But maybe if I ever get my hands on the real book, all my answers will be answered. Or maybe the book could be more confusing that I needed to seek for more answers to my questions. Haiz..Please..I don't want to hear anymore of this!!! Father!!! Tell me that all these things are lies?! But I really want to know..Which is which??? Which are truth?! Which are the lies?! After reading this book and after learning some of the historical things, I have serious doubts about the Bibles(In fact, all the Bibles). I wanted to cry but I couldn't cry. Although the story itself is quite messed up and confusing. But still I can catch a tinnie winnie bit here and there. The rest I have to find out myself!
Dr.W is not in a good mood today. Haiz..I don't think for the rest of my days will be good. I'll try to be on my guard now.
I think I will end here for now. Felt so depress and disappointed that everything now is in a mess.
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