Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Job Agency? Guy? Love? God?

Yesterday I went to job Agency with Angel. Went to two job Agencies. One is recommended by my God-brother, Samuel. He insist that I must go. Haiz..the other is walk-in with Angel. I don't quite like the walk-in. Cos the consultant seems unfriendly and her spoken English is not very strong so most of the time I don't what is she talking about. After we then left the Agency and Angel actually wanted to go to other Agencies to apply for job but I don't want. Cos I don't want to confuse myself. Although yes it will slightly increase my chance of getting employed but I don't want.

After that we went to Sambawang CD shop and I bought a classical CD songs. Quite cheap. 3 CDs for $16.90. Later went to meet Sheryln for lunch. Pasta Mania again! Liew! I think if I were to continue going out with Angel like that, I can die more faster than you can say,"See?". After that Sheryln went back to her work and I went to Takashimaya KFC to look for my ex-colleagues. Sir Anthony saw me and gave me a smile but said nothing and went back to his office. While I was eating, Angel called me twice crying over the phone. I was very concern about her and ask if she need me to go down to her place to talk to her Mum for her? She said okay lor..When Sheryln sms me to say she just knock off, I apologise to her that I must help Angel and won't be meeting her and Jia Xin later(cos initally we planned that after Sheryln knock off, we will look for Jia Xin together and Jia Xin will help me to do the shopping for office wear). I then rush down to Angel's place.

When I reach there, I was extreamely angry! Cos after I reach there, she was talking on the phone with Jia Xing HAPPILY! And the worst part is her Mum is not around! I wanted to speak to her mother! Since her Mum misunderstand her, I wanted to speak to her face-to-face to clear all the misunderstand her Mum has on her. But in my mind, I was very angry that I feel like taking out the Agency's name card and throw at her Mum's face to tell her,"Aunti! You don't believe you call this Agency and ask whether is there a girl with me this morning at the Agency or not! I was with your daughter at this Agency this morning! She did not go out to have fun! She is out to look for a job!!!"I know lah..if I were to really do that, I would be in the wrong lah. But that is what mostly I would do If I am extreamely angry with someone. Worst to worst..erm..I think my God-brother(Vincent)has seen me done this more than twice. I dun want to state what is it. But my friends whom also saw me doing that will know what is it(something that I always do when I am angry..which is also not very nice).

I then left Angel's place and went to the Arcade and watch people play ParaPara. Haiz..the guys dance more expert than me. Have style de. After that I then went to meet Jia Xin and Sheryln and Jia Xin help me to choose an office bag and blouse. I need these two things. The pants I already had it and the shoes..I got it from HuiYi. Thank you HuiYi! You are the best sister-in-christ that I ever had! Not only you are there when I am happy. You are also there for me when I am down and discourage. Of course not forgetting my friends, especially Esther! You are also there for me when I need a listening ear and I really admire you that you always listening to my complains without ever feeling tired. Haha...thank you so much for your care. Sorry if I ever said anything that hurt you. Thank you for your friendship for so many years le..hmm...10-and-a-half years le ne! Don't believe you count it yourself..from Primary 5 until now.

After that meet Esther for supper and crap alot at Macdonald's. Have alot of laughter. But too bad..someone is missing because of me. Esther and group should know who bah. It's not that I didn't forgive her. Is she didn't forgive me lor. Since she is so angry to see me what for asking her out? I scared that it will be more unhappy for you all.

I think I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.

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