Thursday, August 03, 2006

Hmmm...encouragement?

Recently, I got to know a new chat-game called "IMVU" though the internet. It is a 3D chat game that you can choose a "Avatar"and to chat with different kinds of people from all over the world. It works almost the same as our regular MSN chat but just that you can choose a character and chat at some scenes.

I had tried this game for a week and I am quite addicted to it. The reason is because, each time you chat with an "Avatar" or invite a friend to join you using this chat, you'll earn credits points which you can use it to buy things for your "Avatar". I find it quite interesting and fun and can played the game for hours(but of course I do set aside time for prayers and Bible reading. Cos I still want to know God all over again and to commuicate with the Holy Spirit more). I also make it a point that I will read at least one page of the Bible and to pray every night before I went to bed. So don't worry. No matter how tired I am, I told myself that I will make it a point to read minimum one page of the bible and to pray before I go to bed. Won't affect my spiritual life so bad right? Those who are interested to play this chat, can tag your email address at my tagboard and I will email the invitation to you. For my friends, you can either email me or SMS me if you also would like to play the game.

Yesterday night, I played the game as usual and the program found a guy to chat with me. I shall call him P. The guy is a Singaporean and he's 19yrs old. He said he'll going to be turning 20 this year. He study at a local Polytechnic and we chat alot of things to each other. He then invited alot of people to the scene and thus most of them create chaos at the scene. Erm..because of my "Avatar". Cos I dress my Avatar in a very sexy clothing that reveals most of her curves and the funny thing is that the 2 guys that P invited, fight over my Avatar. Cos both of them wanted her and trying all sorts of stupid actions to attract her attention. Hahaha! I thought it was fun at first but then things got out of hand when the both of the guys started to get things quite serious until they "fought" with each other repeatly and disrupt the whole chatting process. P and I tried to stop the fight but it end up worst instead. I then quickly exit the chat and P open another chat scene to apologise to me.

After that we continued chatting, this time without inviting anyone in anymore cos we are afraid that the same thing will happen again. We then exchange our friendster profile and when he saw my picture, he said,"Not bad what. Not as ugly as you had describe". I then told him the reason why I feel inferior since young and was being called all sort of nicknames that degrade me and affect my mentality and affected me quite bad psychologically, emotionally and mentally. He then spoke alot of things to encourage me and finally answered a question that I prayed to God yesterday. I was wondering is this the answer God wants to tell me though this guy in IMVU? The guy is a Catholic but from the way he "speak" to me, I can feel that he is an ultra positive guy. Very rare that I can meet such kinda positive people. I mean the ultra super positive kind. He told me in real-life, he is an introvert who will sit by the corner himself. I wonder is it true?

I then log off the internet after bid him goodbye and went to read another page of the Bible before going to bed. Still at Genesis lah...but I find the scripture quite confusing. Especially the one that said about wives. How come in the early days, the relationship between humans is already so chaotic? Haiz..complicated world. No wonder God is so disappointed and unhappy after he had created the world.

I think I have to end here for now. Will blog again soon. Do tag or message me if anyone of you wants to play that game with me okay?

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