Went for CG chalet on Friday and stay over till Saturday morning. Play some games to warm up. The memory game, Ah Liang really speak very softly and there's one part I didn't really catch what he is saying and end up losing that game. Sorry Yang Lin..didn't manage to win for our team. But we had a lot of fun lah...although I feel very dizzy after the game. BaoBei called and I chat with him. He said he wish to be at the chalet but too bad he has to serve his NS. BaoBei! Jia You! Wo hui deng ni de! *muackz* I pass WeiJing my phone and I forgot to switch the picture...when he saw the picture of me and BaoBei, he was like,"....." and look at me blankly. I quickly snatch the hp back from him and pass to YuZhi instead. WeiJing then said,"Aiyah! Scared what? I know already lah. It's not as if I don't know. Haiz.." Feel very embarrass. Jac? I think? Know that I have something on my mind and I told her about my check-up and explain to her why I can't share my towel with her. She ask me not to worry and said I'll be fine. Even if I had it(touch wood!), she won't avoid me. She then use Esther's towel instead(For "safety" purpose lah).Thanks for your concern!
Sing hymns with Bro and eat BBQ food~Yum! While Bro came and shake every one's hands, he shook mine twice. Once for me and once for my BaoBei(which I think now my Cell Group members will now know who is he as Bro say his name out loud when shaking my hand that time). Still manage to sleep quite well despite those "night owls" playing cards noisily beside the bed I am sleeping at. Did I mention that I am a light-sleeper? Perhaps not as light as Esther Leong bah...heard that she's an ultra light-sleeper as well. Whenever they make noise, I would open my eyes, blink for a few times before closing my eyes again(Esther Leong said that I seems to sleep throughout their noise), while YangLin would suddenly wake up and go back to sleep again. Haha!
When I really finally woke up in the morning, they play cards outside. I then went out to see-see and went to take a shower. When I returned, Ming Ze was surprise and said,"Wah Juliet! You bathe so fast?! Just now see you stand here a few minutes ago and now you come out after bathing! so fast?!" I nodded and said,"Ya..I bathe for 15 minutes only"(My standard bathing timing). But the air-con inside the room is very cold! Ya I woke up many times because of the cold! KNS! Cannot switch off the air-con! I am not used to sleeping with the air-con! Cos I used to sleep with the fan on in my house. I think if BaoBei is there, he will sleep very soundly(cos he used to sleep with the air-condition on).
Fellowship with the members for a while before I went to burger king to have breakfast. Eat two toast of bread before that. Went home to pack and my Mum remind me of the family gathering dinner at night. Oops! I forgot all about it! Haiz..cannot go Saturday service. Went for Lorraine's baptism to cheer for her. Don't psycho me to get baptize please!!! I have my own reasons for it!(Luckily I didn't listen to that idiot Vincent Choo to go and baptize! If not I will surely and truly regret baptizing!) Saw a lot of pretty girls(Chio Bu!) and muscular guys(Woo~Yandao kia!) from the baptism. *Ahem!* Okay okay..BaoBei not happy le(if he sees this entry). Mei you lah! Mei you lah! Wo hai shi ai ni de okay? Zhen de! I only saw it accidentally okay? Cos when they baptize, their clothes surely can see-through. Don't know who is that idiot who set the baptize clothing to be all white!? Then when they baptize and when they came out from the water, surely can see through mah! Saw alot of cool bikinis too! Haiz..too bad I don't have the figure to wear. There are a few guys who have those 6-pac on their stomach area! Wow! That type of figure takes a lot of training and hard work man! Very muscular! I also want my figure to be like that!(wait long long). But must train extremely hard at the gym and must go and a extremely strict diet before I can get a 6-pac on my stomach.(Who says girls can't get 6-pac huh?)I saw a few girls on rare occasions along the streets before with 6 pacs on their stomach area too but that takes alot of hard work plus tough gym training to achieve that kinda figure lah.
Went home to prepare and watch the services through the internet for a short while before going for dinner with my parents. Ate alot there~oops! Gain weight again. *sob sob* my 2nd elder cousin then spoke to me about relationship and I feared for the worst. BaoBei won't treat me that way right?(I hope so!) I guess HuiYi is right. She told BaoBei before that if I really love a person, I will sink very deep into the relationship. No wonder I get depression easily. My cousin said human always love fresh and new things in life. He said if one day, some other girls admire my BaoBei and can relate well to BaoBei, he will surely go after that girl. Humans are like that. Xi Xing Yan Jiu. KNS! Say all these things to make me worry! But HuiYi assure me before that BaoBei is not like that and said he's very faithful type. But when bad things happen in my relationship, I tend to blame only myself and will think a lot of things. Yes, although a relationship is work with 2 parties but I do wonder at times what did I do wrong or what is it that I am not good enough if the relationship ever fails.
Nowadays when BaoBei called me, we don't seems to have any topic to talk(and that scares me a lot!). I told him I will bring him to discovery centre and Sentosa(heard that sentosa changes a lot since)to see-see. If I get a job and got my first pay. Okay lah...actually it's just an excuse. Cos I want to spend more time with him. Maybe one day I will also bring him to Night Safari..but that will have to depend. Cos he has to be home by certain timing. Haiz..reminds me when I was in my teens and had my first real boyfriend. My Mum also restrict me to be home by that exact same timing!
I didn't talk and ignore my father for 3 days now. Don't wish to communicate with him anymore! Something happen lah but I cannot say what is it. My closest friend will know what happen. Don't ask me! It's private!
5 more days till I can finally see my BaoBei. But he says there may be confinement if one person did wrong and thus will sabotage the whole Patton. I want to see my BaoBei!
I will end here for now. Sorry for the long long entry(Anyway my entries are usually very long)
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