I was extremely happy yesterday!!! Finally I can get to see my BaoBei after 11 days of waiting!!! But...I cannot touch him and he cannot touch me. Cos...he is wearing his Army uniform. *Sad* But I am happy enough that I can see him in person. BaoBei!!! I Miss You So Much!!! Never mind, still have 2 more days to go before I can finally hold his hand! *Pray hard that he won't get confinement* Father! Lord! God! I want my BaoBei! Please!!! I promise to bring him to church this coming Sunday for you to celebrate your "Birthday"! Please! Amen?! Amen! *Begs and cries out to God*(I know..I am Siao!)
He grew a little tanned from his training. We then went to Tampines and sat down at a void deck, listening to his BMT stories and his training there. Before that, HuiYi called me on my hand phone and she cried really badly. Poor thing! It was only after she told me the whole story then I began to be angry at someone! Haiyo! Please! Communicate can?! Hello!? You(to that "someone") attend the marriage course/seminar for nothing is it!? Still don't know how to communicate and don't know how to love your partner is it? Haiz..don't wish to say anymore. I cannot do anything anyway. My BaoBei then talk to her for awhile...but..the tone of his is quite fierce. BaoBei ah...please? Speak to her in a gentle tone okay? Ren jia shi nu hai zi leh!
Poor BaoBei...always kena bully by his Sergeants there. He told his army officer about his problem - ME. Cos he's afraid that I would suddenly disappear if the test result is not what we expected(Which I will and thinking to do it lah if the result is...never mind). Haiz..caught in between. BaoBei then send me off to the MRT station while he has to report back to camp. 2 more days only! I will definitely wait for you de!
Receive Lorraine's call when I was on the way back home. Russell Lee's Book NUMBER 15 IS OUT IN STORES LE!!!!! YEH!!!! FINALLY!!!! Listen to her telling me things. Haiz..I am still thinking how to write my spiritual diary. She then encourage me something about my mindset. I think? Or my confession? Something like that but I don't know how to say lah. Something about having doubts etc. -_-" Yes, Lorraine I know what you are trying to tell me. But seriously, I will try. This I promise you :) although the number may be small, but I will listen to your words. I will try.
I think I end here for now. Nothing else to write. Will blog again some other time.
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