Met BaoBei around the afternoon at Tampines for lunch. When he board the train I am at, he gave me 3 stalks of pink roses! The other day at CG, HuiYi sort of tease him and ask me to drop hints to him to see if he get what I mean? It's not that I don't like roses. But if he gives me roses occasionally, I'll melt inside my heart. So sweet! But I understand that he is not the romantic sort of person. Don't worry BaoBei. I can understand. I won't expect you to give me roses everyday or what. But I am really surprise that you gave me roses yesterday.
Someone suppose to meet us at Tampines but in the end he didn't come due to last minute reason. Well never mind. At least we could spend time alone together to window shop. Took some pictures too but I don't look good in it. He received his friend's call about a wedding dinner he has to attend later on. Oh no! He forgot! I then rush home to change into the white dress that his cousin lend it to me. Went over to let his cousin to do my hair before setting off.
Met a few of his friends to go to the restaurant together. I am the only girl there. Haiz..if I had known, maybe I won't bothered to go along with him. Feel very "extra". My mind is thinking about someone and I wonder how is she doing now? When we reach to the restaurant, he introduce the Bride-groom and Bride(His friend)to me. The bride is very pretty! Her friends are all very pretty too. Erm..the Bride-groom is okay looking to me only.
Ate a lot of food there. Haiz...We then toast for the Bride and Bride-groom to their happiness. BaoBei's friend then ask,"Oei..when is your turn?" He replied,"5 years later". He need to get a stable job and income first. But somehow, I have a feeling that the journey ahead of us is not easy and will be quite tough. I then sank my mind into deep thoughts.
Someone smoke quite alot these days. Beyond the limit of cigarettes that I had set for him. I feel very heartache and slightly upset each time I see him light up the cigarette. But I could not blame him since his social circle of friends smokes. A few years ago, my father email me a slide show about a loving couple from their secondary school daze. The girl is a smoker while the guy is a non-smoker. As they grew into adulthood, the guy went overseas to work while the girl stay in the country. When the guy returned, the girl's hair had cut short to the look that she have when they first met. In the end, the girl died in the guy's arms peacefully. She said she was tired and fell asleep on the guy's shoulder. But..she never woke up from her sleep. When the guy sent her to the hospital, the doctor said that she died of excessive poisoning in the lungs from cigarette smoke. The guy broke down and this is what the sentence shown in Chinese that sticks to my mind until now: 如果时间能够到流,我会毁掉你手中的烟,也不让你这样离我而去!
I do not know whether he knows my fears? I don't wish to tell him anything about his smoking habit anymore. I am tired. But I know he is trying his best to quit. Maybe I just need to give him time.
I think if I really got the money, I will terminate my line and change a new handphone number. The bad thing is, this current line of mine is quite new and quite recent. So if I were to change number, I think I will need to pay the penalty fee. Or maybe I could ignore certain calls and SMSes for the next 2 years till I finally change another new line again. If you guys want to know the reason why, it's very simple: Just don't keep chasing me for money or WORST, borrow money from me when I myself is already on a very tight budget!!! And I don't mean those small amount of money like $2 or something like that..it's $50, $100 or worst, keep asking me to top up your !Hi card for you and NEVER PAY ME BACK! OEI! I AM NOT YOUR ATM MACHINE OKAY!? If you request me to top up your !Hi Card for you, please kindly return me the amount of money! If I top up for you once and you don't even bother to pay back, SORRY I am not going to top up for you again! Most things, I will try it trice before giving up but when it comes to matters like this, I will help just ONCE and that's it! Sorry if you think that I am being stingy but hey! My family doesn't print money okay?! And my family is NOT WELL-OFF! The "people" whom I mention above, is the kind that when they need help or favour, they will come to me especially if it concerns about money. But when I need them for help, they disappear without a trace and will only emerge again to me when they need my help. Hey! You call yourself a friend to me like that?! Sorry! GET OUT OF MY LIFE! I don't need friends like you! If you all don't understand the reason why I am become like that, reason is simply because, I had been cheated money from friends and even boyfriends and it's not just ONCE! That is why I am extremely sensitive when it comes to money. And to SOME PEOPLE, please don't chase me for CG funds etc though SMSes! I will get extremely irritated! If you want, talk to me FACE-TO-FACE for the funds! Then if I had any problem giving you the money I can also speak to you straight on your face! Just don't SMS me for money unless you want a scolding from me or if you want me to throw money onto your face! I will really do that if you keep on SMS me this kind of stupid thing! Just TALK to me! Can!? There is also something call "CALL ME"! Just don't SMS me especially when it comes to money! Don't ask me why!
I think I will end here for now. I know I will offend a lot of people for my last part of my blog. There are just some things you guys don't understand about me. Much less, my attitude towards certain things.
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