Went to meet his cousins to help them to do Manicure and Pedicure for them. I don't know if they like it? His 2nd cousin don't want to use the stickers that I had bought for them for their nails. She said she don't want me to waste money. Haiz...I don't mind doing it for them cos I don't really use the stickers anyway. Although it does cost me a lot when I bought it some time ago.
Went swimming with his cousins the day before. I have phobia of swimming pool and his eldest cousin encourage me to jump into the water. When I did, I gasp for air and cling onto the side of the pool. She ask me to let go and place both of my feet onto the "ground". I think I had slowly learn to overcome my fear of the swimming pool. Luckily the pool is not very deep.
Meet my friends around the evening. We then went to Ajisan for dinner and Ivan foot the bill. We then went for walk and bought his youngest cousin a gift. After that we then went to Starbucks for coffee. Ivan and my BaoBei sat outside to chat about God-only-knows-what while JiaXin, Esther and me went to order our drinks. While waiting for our drinks, JiaXin then comment on something which make me very sad. But I don't wish to let BaoBei know. I don't want him to worry or upset.
We then went home and BaoBei could sense something is not right. He then probe me to tell him. Still, I didn't say it out. Somehow, he could sense what is the problem and said he'll talk to me about it later. Cried on the way but I quickly blink the tears away. I promised him I won't cry in front of him...I must be brave!
My mind is thinking of a lot of things. Mostly negative. I don't wish to tell him. Anyway, he will only say the same old thing.Life starting to get tough for me...
I think I shall end here for now. Will blog again some other time.
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