Met Jia Xin, Ivan, Esther Ho, and Sheryln after my work today at Orchard. Sat down at a place to talk about our problems. Actually I do not have the mood to talk about it and I don't wish to talk about it. I told Jia Xin that I just want to say whatever I want to say and get out of here as soon as possible. Don't wish to see their face! Jia Xin then analyze the whole thing from what I have told her and what she have learnt. She then ask me to give them a chance to say their part. Quarrelled with Sheryln and I said,"If you are not happy then I'll go lor!" She then replied,"Go go lah!" and look straight ahead. I was thinking,"Fine!" then left quickly and angrily. Since we cannot talk in peace at all why bother to talk in the first place right?
From the corner of my eye, while I was standing at the escalator, I saw a figure running behind me. I knew then someone was chasing after me but I didn't turn to see who is it. I then tried to walk as fast as I can away from them. Don't wish to hear anymore! Someone then touch my arm and said,"Hey! Juliet! Wait!" It was Esther. I then stare at her and said,"What?! Anything you wanna say, say it NOW!" She then pants and said,"Wait! Wait! Can you hear them out first? They didn't even say their side of the story out and you are like that. Don't like that can? Just take it as you trust me for one last time can? Just one last time? For me? Please? Can? Please? Just go back and hear what they want to say only? Please?" I then walk back to the place and sat down back to the original seat angrily. Sheryln still look straight at the counter. Ivan then came over and say his side of the story. Followed by Sheryln. Esther then also say her part of her reaction. Jia Xin, after hearing so much, finally said,"Aiyah! All this is only a misunderstanding and miscommunication. The fault lies that you all don't know how to communicate with each other properly and cause this misunderstanding." Ivan then joke with us,"Ya lor, Juliet's antenna so short...beep beep...only can receive a bit of information. Eh..go and upgrade your antenna longer can or not?" All of us laugh. Liew! At this point of the time he still have the mood to joke?
After some time, there's finally peace around all of us. Ivan shake hands with me first and said,"Shake hand means nothing le hor! No problem le hor! See? See? You finally smile le! Just now face very black! Blacker than the kopi-o!" Shake hands with Esther and Sheryln and finally everything is settled. Sheryln and Esther then ask me something,"You know why we don't dare to talk to you? Do you notice that whenever you are angry, we always don't look at you directly in the eye?" I said no. Esther said,"You don't know meh? The way you look when you are angry, is very scary and very murderous. Your eyes has a kind of murderous look when you are angry. We are very scared of you whenever you are angry cos you look like you can kill people anytime!" I told them that initially I had the intention of murdering one of my ex! I think if HuiYi didn't pull me back to church that time, I would have killed him that time. I mean it although none of my friends know about this. At that time I didn't think things through like getting jail or whatever cos my sole intention is wanting him dead! In my mind, all I wanted to do is to stab him to death! But in the end I didn't manage to do it. Cos HuiYi pulled me to her new CG and that time, the sermon is something about letting it go and forgiving the person. Bro then shared that time even though if we feel like murdering the person, sometimes it's just best to let it go. After some struggles and after lessons of Bro's preaching, I finally could let it go.(ZBR! You are consider lucky!) Of course when I finally see ZBR on the streets, this time, my hatred for him is not as deep as I had before I entered into Bro's CG. I just give him one tight slap on the face instead of stabbing him on the stomach with a knife(which is my initial intention). But of course in the end, everything also settled quite peacefully. Much more peaceful than I have imagined. But I think the timing that Bro preach, was very..timely? If not, I would have broken one of the 10 commandments: Thou Shalt not murder(Exodus 20:13 NKJV)
Went to walk around the shopping mall. My mind was thinking about that tube top I saw in the afternoon with Ms.W. She was very surprise and said,"Wah! I didn't know you are so daring? You dare to wear this kinda outfit?" I told her,"If I have a really nice figure like yours, I would definitely wear it without second thoughts. But...you know lah" Strangely, most of my friends had really nice figures but they don't dare to wear revealing clothes. I always tell them,"If I had a figure like yours, I will definitely wear tube top/spaghetti strap tops and a mini skirt with high heel shoes during my off days". But I don't have the figure to wear lah. So...can forget about it! I can only wear T-shirt and Jeans.
I think I'll end here for now. Really glad that everything is okay now...will blog again some other time.
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