I hate my new sitting place in my company!!! Argh!!! Cos I will be sitting just 4 tables away from the Manager! Sian! No privacy. Cannot surf net anymore and cannot do blogging and msn at work anymore. Cos I am being watch in all areas of my place. Including those office Kpos!
He came and fetch me after my work. I didn't know he was there already. I had actually walk past him! Alamak! Why I didn't see him at first? He cook curry!!! Yum! Although it was quite oily but overall it is very delicious! Yum! Yum! But of course I didn't finish it infront of him lah. Regretted taking heavy lunch during lunch time just now. First time seeing him dressing up till so smart! Quite good looking lah..on certain angles :P
We then took the MRT to CityHall and he lead me the way to Suntec car show. Need to pay $10 entrance fee. The cars there are very...WooHoo!!! Superb! See a lot of car show models..all very pretty. Especially their body figure *jealous* There are also motorbikes there. Cool! He then sit on the bike and I took a picture for him. Wah! Shuai leh! :P
After that we then walk around and see other car models. He then tell me the modifications, the models, how fast it can go, which car is faster than which and which car could compare to which in terms of speed. Haiz...guys favourite topic lah. I don't know much about cars. Saw a lot of cars accessories like wheels, car polisher etc. There's even a small coffee sampling machine there -_-" He said that those should not be in the road show also appear. Haha!
Didn't take pictures although we are there. Cos my camera phone is very sensitive to lights. So even if I had taken, the image will not be very clear. No point taking. After that we then walk to the bus stop together and waited for my bus number to arrive before I go off. Bid him goodbye. Haiz...one thing I am really not used to it is that he don't quite like me saying certain things to him and will punish me for it. Sianz...but so far he haven't think of a punishment for me yet. I wonder what is it? Haha! I think he accidentally blurt out my present for next year! A pink colour mp3 player! Haha! Erm..but seriously speaking I don't expect him to buy me an expensive gift for my birthday. Anything will do just as long as it comes from his heart. It's the thought that counts right? At least...that's the way it is for me. I'll be very grateful enough if you could at least remember my birthday.
On the way home in the bus, my mind was thinking on a lot of things. My heart began to sank. Should I just let it go? I'm actually on the danger of going back to my old ways and being my old self once again. Quite dangerous for me. Those who had known me for more than 10 years should know how I used to behave? I really don't wish to go back to that part of myself. Feel like joining "something" again but I know it would ultimately destroy my whole life. I cannot go back! No matter how useless my life is, I cannot turn back! Cos I know once I ever turn back to my past, I can NEVER get out of it or having a difficult time getting out of it. I must NOT!
Reach home and switch on my handphone. Forgot to bring my handphone out today. Got a voice mail from Lorraine but couldn't reach her in the end. I forgot about something! Oh no! Haiz..*staring into space*
I think I have to end here. Will blog again some other time.
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