I am very happy for these few days. Maybe due to the constant shower of love from BaoBei bah. Had seen both of his parents and all his young nieces. Hmm..all of them seems to like me very much. He said that if the eldest cousin like me very much, everything will be smooth sailing(I hope so too).
Saw both of his Parents yesterday. I am quite envious of his family. Especially his parents. Cos both of them are very loving to each other even though at their golden years. Unlike my parents....How I wish my parents could be like them but sad to say, that was not the case. Constant quarrelling has been happening at my place due to the same old reason 9 years ago. My Dad is still repeating his same old mistake...a mistake which I hate ALL the guys for it!
He told his parents,"Pa, Ma, my girlfriend says that both of you are very loving" they smiled. Sigh...His dining table have a very big mirror. I look at his parents through the mirror and deep down inside my heart, I feel like crying. But then again, he told me before not to cry in front of him.
I like his Mum's cooking. Quite nice..especially the fish. Hee..His dog still barks at me but luckily this time she never bite me. I was afraid that she might bite my leg. When I tried to touch her, she barks at me fiercely again. Haiz...Vivi ah...when can I ever touch you?
HuiYi ask me to treasure him. She says he's a very nice guy and a very faithful guy? Strangely, when I go out with him, he doesn't look at other girls unlike all my other exes. Hmm..it's the only part that so far, I felt secure with him. He says even if he does look at girls, it's because he only look at their dressing. Hmm?
Met his ex-Boss yesterday. He look way younger than his actual age! Not bad looking..but he look sort of like my 2nd cousin and 3rd Uncle. A very fun-loving guy. My poor BaoBei been "suan" by him almost all the time. He treat us thai food. Very spicy! There's one particular dish I ate, made me cry in tears! BaoBei then order lime juice for me to ease the heartiness. Wah! Very sour!!!
They then play pool and billiard while I watch them. I still don't really know how to play. Quite complicated game. Count me out! Thanks! Suppose to go for Prayer meeting yesterday but then Lorraine told me at the last minute. She says,"Every Tuesday is prayer meeting what!" I was like -_-" Can-I-don't-go-attitude. Cos I have been there once and I don't really like it. I don't know why.
I am starting to feel very tired cos it seems that Bro accept us, all my friends accept us, his younger three cousins accept us, now left only his Dad and my Mum. My family only my younger Bro accept him. My father doesn't really care what I do. My Mum doesn't accept him and object strongly to our relationship. I feel very sad and told HuiYi about it. She encourage me to be strong. She said if our hands are held closely together, there's nothing that we cannot go through. Hmm..maybe I do not really have faith bah. Cos I've been through the worst of my past relationships and there are certain things I am very scared that it would repeat again. I just pray and hope that he is my last and only guy in my life. If he ever leave, that's it for me. Like I said, I don't know what I will do to myself...
I think I will end here for now. Don't know what else to write. Will blog again some other time
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