Saturday, February 24, 2007

Relationship...Having it or not, it's still leads to heartache

Slack at home during the daytime on Friday. Went for CGM and it was our last gathering together as Brother Wen Khai's CG cos from next week onwards, some of us will be going over to Lorraine's CG as she's promoted to a CGL! Congregations Lorraine! BaoBei and I have no objections to it. Initially, I thought that I would be separated from HuiYi but luckily, I am still in the same CG as her! Hahaha! Hug her when I hear the good news although it was not finalise. I have a feeling that Lorraine would make a good CGL..she has the leadership skills and she is good at consoling and counselling people. It has been a very long time since I had a Sister as my CGL. The very 1st and last time I had a sister as my CGL was in year 2001 under Sister Jace in W99. The CG is no longer there and has been disbanded. I still see some of my ex-CGM in other CGS and sad to say, most of them ignore me. I don't know why...but anyway, I am used to it.

Went to Clarke Quay to meet Esther and Jia Xing. We then went to 7-11 to buy bottle Vodka but it was tasteless to me. The Alcohol percentage is only 5% so it's quite light. Esther said she will bring me to a new clubbing place some time later. Jia Xin was shock and said,"Huh?! Since when you like to go clubbing?" Esther then smiled. She used to hate clubbing a lot and usually, it was only me who invite people to explore clubbing places with me. That day was the very first time Esther invited me to go clubbing with her! I was quite surprise! But I guess people do change..I just hope that she won't go because she is feeling sad. Cos....I don't want her to get addicted like I do..it's not good.

After that, we climb onto the ledge and chat about our friends, their problems and a lot of things. Somehow or another, the topic suddenly drift to relationship and Jia Xin shared a lot of unhappiness about her boyfriend to us. She said,"You may think that my relationship is very good to you. Just like I thought that you and your boyfriend are good like that lor. But in reality, only we ourselves knows whether our relationship is good or not" I then comment,"Haiz..Relationship, it's very troublesome to have it. But when we don't have it, it's also very troublesome". I replied to Jia Xin,"I think as time goes by, couples usually either get bored with each other or they take each other for granted. They no longer know how to treasure each other anymore." She sort-of agree with me. I then told Esther that the end of the world is coming REAL SOON! Very fast! Much faster than I have expected. First it was the Tsunami, then it was the flood at JB. Somewhere in the Bible, I forgot which verse was it, it was stated that God will send signals and signs that He is about the come. One of it was flood. He was wipe out one part of the nation and it said something about the red flood(Flood of blood). Esther was very excited about this and said,"Yeh! God is coming! Hope He'll come soon and then take this world away!" I agreed with her but she said,"You have your anata and live so happily and yet you are thinking this way? I am different from you! So you should be living happily now". But some things she just don't understand...

They then send me to the bus stop and I board the bus home bidding them Goodbye. Reach home at 4+am in the morning and force myself to sleep. I think I'll end here for now...will blog again some other time.

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