Pack my things in a rush and went to BaoBei's place yesterday. Had reunion dinner with his family members. His 2nd elder Brother still didn't talk to me..sianz...The couple shirt that his eldest Brother and his girlfriend wear are very cute. The girlfriend had dyed her hair and I think she went for re bonding. The new hair colour suits her well. BaoBei Mum still sort-of "blaming" me that I never stop BaoBei from smoking. But he promised me that he will quit upon his POP(Passing Out Parade).
Ate quite a lot at BaoBei's place. My favourite Japanese mushroom!!! Got a call from someone and she cried really badly. I really do not know what had happened and I cannot do anything about it. Sometimes I feel so useless. I cannot even help a friend who is in need! I cannot really advise her to move out cos it is not a best solution after all. Anyway, the rental fees to rent a room in Singapore nowadays is quite expensive. Didn't help to solve her problem in the end but the only thing I could do is to listen to her sorrows.
Went to my first Uncle's house to have reunion dinner after that. I wanted to drink the red wine but BaoBei forbid me to drink too much. Went "home" quite early at 10 plus at night cos we are afraid that there'll be no transport home. I don't want to take taxi cos it will cost a lot.
Visit my 3rd Uncle's house today. I was thinking of going to Shop N Save to buy Mandarin Sow tow but I heard that it cannot be store for too long cos it was turn bad. Haiz...it's my favourite fruit during Chinese New Year cos I don't get to eat it at any time of the year except CNY. My favourite "Gum" as I would like to call it. Speaking of which, yesterday was my last day at work. Haha! Finally I am free! I like the colleagues there but not the customers!!!
After that we went to my 2nd Uncle's house. He actually wanted to treat us to two bottles of red wines!!! But BaoBei was unhappy about it and refuse to let me drink. So sad...After that we bid my relatives goodbye and we went to meet our friends. Got a lot of Ang Bao money! Yeh! For the 2nd time, it has hit 3 digit figures!!! I wonder will there be a 3rd time? Tomorrow I'll be going to BaoBei's cousin place for visiting. I wonder how will it be like?
I found myself getting more and more emotionally attach to BaoBei. I wonder is it a good or bad thing? Cos....I am afraid of getting hurt again after some time. Most of my friends tell me not to worry too much and don't let my environment affect me but I tend to think a lot of things in my mind. I just don't know how to communicate my feelings to BaoBei....Does he really know what are my fears and how I feel? My past relationship experience keeps haunting me back ever since I saw BaoBei's latest blog entry plus...that woman's SMS!!! I don't know how to tell him that I have sink too deep into this relationship and that I fear losing him to some other woman or other things/reasons. I guess I could only bottle it deep in my heart...
Have to end here for now. Will blog again maybe tomorrow.
Ate quite a lot at BaoBei's place. My favourite Japanese mushroom!!! Got a call from someone and she cried really badly. I really do not know what had happened and I cannot do anything about it. Sometimes I feel so useless. I cannot even help a friend who is in need! I cannot really advise her to move out cos it is not a best solution after all. Anyway, the rental fees to rent a room in Singapore nowadays is quite expensive. Didn't help to solve her problem in the end but the only thing I could do is to listen to her sorrows.
Went to my first Uncle's house to have reunion dinner after that. I wanted to drink the red wine but BaoBei forbid me to drink too much. Went "home" quite early at 10 plus at night cos we are afraid that there'll be no transport home. I don't want to take taxi cos it will cost a lot.
Visit my 3rd Uncle's house today. I was thinking of going to Shop N Save to buy Mandarin Sow tow but I heard that it cannot be store for too long cos it was turn bad. Haiz...it's my favourite fruit during Chinese New Year cos I don't get to eat it at any time of the year except CNY. My favourite "Gum" as I would like to call it. Speaking of which, yesterday was my last day at work. Haha! Finally I am free! I like the colleagues there but not the customers!!!
After that we went to my 2nd Uncle's house. He actually wanted to treat us to two bottles of red wines!!! But BaoBei was unhappy about it and refuse to let me drink. So sad...After that we bid my relatives goodbye and we went to meet our friends. Got a lot of Ang Bao money! Yeh! For the 2nd time, it has hit 3 digit figures!!! I wonder will there be a 3rd time? Tomorrow I'll be going to BaoBei's cousin place for visiting. I wonder how will it be like?
I found myself getting more and more emotionally attach to BaoBei. I wonder is it a good or bad thing? Cos....I am afraid of getting hurt again after some time. Most of my friends tell me not to worry too much and don't let my environment affect me but I tend to think a lot of things in my mind. I just don't know how to communicate my feelings to BaoBei....Does he really know what are my fears and how I feel? My past relationship experience keeps haunting me back ever since I saw BaoBei's latest blog entry plus...that woman's SMS!!! I don't know how to tell him that I have sink too deep into this relationship and that I fear losing him to some other woman or other things/reasons. I guess I could only bottle it deep in my heart...
Have to end here for now. Will blog again maybe tomorrow.
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