Had an extremely bad day yesterday. But it's all my fault. Don't know why that I couldn't absorb what Boss says. Perhaps I am tired. The stocks went "missing" again. Boss says if this continues to goes on, he will have to start charging us. Help! Stay back over time to do stocks.
Went home with burden. Keep thinking of using my old way to release my stress...but every time I think of this method, HuiYi's sad and crying face will flash in my mind. Maybe it could be a sign that God is telling me to think of the people's feelings around me before I do anything stupid.
Call Wenting to pray. Share with her my problems and she pray for me that I will adapt well in my work and that Boss will scold me lesser. But I don't want to stay in my work!!! Feel better after praying. I share with her that I was thinking of holding two jobs cos BaoBei's and me spend a lot. She ask me to spend wisely cos Lorraine definitely won't let me hold two jobs. If I were to hold two jobs, most likely I won't be able to pray. HuiYi's effort will be back to square one. NO!!! Cannot!!!
By the way, for those of you who are confuse by my blog, I am sorry. SL DOESN'T mean Spiritual Life. It means SECOND LIFE. It's a computer game. BaoBei and me are engaged in that game. By the way, my God-mother in that game help me to organise a simple wedding. It's a last minute wedding so very few of my SL friends attend. BaoBei has finally change his Avatar into a handsome guy instead of the nerdy Avatar. But his new Avatar is very "Ah Beng" with big bling-bling necklace and a big tattoo on his Avatar's back. He also add fire wings to his Avatar. Makes it look like "Angel of fire".
I think I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.
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