Work II

Finally I could learn to handle my work a little. Thanks for all those who prayed for me. Wen Ting's prayer almost came to pass. One of the things that she prayed for me was for my Boss to scold me lesser. Indeed he does! At least...for now. But then, Derek get scolding almost everyday still. Haiz...I do pray for him too, for favour of God to be upon him. I have finally learn to differentiate the headsets. Although some still looks the same to me. I could only differentiate a few.

I am thankful for God that I've such a nice Boss. Yes, he's quite temperamental at times. But the accountant told me that if I get to know Boss long enough, I might find him quite a nice guy. He did try to sack me. But then, there's no replacement to replace me - yet. I don't know is it because of this, that I am still staying on or what? He knows that I've a very poor memory. But nowadays, in order to make things easier for me, he wants me to put a note and he allow me to use the stick-on pad to remind myself certain things.

Today, I got the procedure wrongly and instead of lecturing me like he normally would, and which I expected him to, he explain to me step-by-step on what to do and even point out to me what exactly I did it wrong(which he normally doesn't do that). I was quite surprise by his reaction towards me today. Still, I admit my mistake and said,"Sorry Boss, It's my fault. Erm...not Derek's. Derek told me what to do but I got it wrongly. Sorry". He look at me with a surprise look on his face. But still, Derek been lecture Boss. Haiz... -_-"

On Sunday, Lorraine ask BaoBei and me for a talk. She said something that I find it quite true. She said that if I still don't know how to handle the same situation, it'll happen again and again until I know how to handle it with a right attitude. Half of me expected that she'll blast at me for my reaction on CG(on Friday?) But she didn't. I can sense her unhappiness though. Now I know why I always quarrel(and sometimes fight) with BaoBei almost for the same things. Almost broke up with BaoBei that day. I took out the ring that he bought for me and our photos and throw at him. BaoBei look like he's going to cry any moment. Our dialog went like this:

Him:"Can we talk later after CG?"
Me:"No! I don't wish to talk! There's nothing for us to talk anymore!"

Him:"Please? Let me explain..."
Me:(Cut him off)"There's nothing to explain!"

HuiYi later hear both sides of the story and she help us to get back together again. Lorraine told me that I almost hit HuiYi that day(I don't remember I did?!)She said whatever I've given away, I must let it "died down" and forget it. Cos once it leaves my hands, it's no longer mine(Sounds familiar leh).

I think I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.