I seriously hate work!!! I want to switch job!!! I heard that my Boss wants to retain me and that he doesn't want to hire anymore people. How?! Help!!! I am planning to tell him on the 3rd of next month. If he doesn't want to release me, I will just disappear from the company like that. Yes, I know I may sound irresponsible, but hey! There is no fix contract to say how long I will be working, PLUS there are NO benefits for me! Anyway, I don't see any reason why I should stay! Seriously! When I told HuiYi about this, she was very agitated and said,"What?! Cheap labour huh?! Don't be so soft-hearted can?! I think you really should leave!" I really feel like crying but I couldn't.
I then SMS BaoBei that I won't be going home so early and will go out for a walk. Whenever I SMS this, immediately he knows that I am unhappy about something or that I feel sad over certain things. He called me and after hearing what I told him, he said,"Ya, I agree with HuiYi with this. You are too soft-hearted. Don't give him face lah! Just leave! Where on earth have such a low amount of money?! Even part timers are paid higher than you!" Okay, but the fact is that I am not considered a full-timer yet. At least not officially. Derek also told me to leave if I can but not now. Maybe next month. I think F&B is suitable for me. Or maybe because I am so used to work in F&B line that I am not used to work in other lines.
Recently I have some "silly" thoughts. When I told BaoBei about it, he was quite worried and somewhat upset about it. Maybe it's because that I do not like both my workplace and my work. I wish to leave but I don't know how. I guess I will just leave everything in God's hands and hopefully He'll help me to find a way out.
When I reach home, I went to my brother's room and happen to saw a cage in his room. When I went closer, I saw my favourite pet!!! HAMSTER!!!!!! I do not know what breed is it neither do I know how to tell their gender. Cos I never study deep into Hamsters and don't really know much about them. My brother raise one of his eye browns and said,"You like it? Give you lor. I don't want it anyway" I was like,"Huh?!" I ask him then why does he buy it since he don't like it? He said,"My friend buy that hamsters a few weeks ago. He said that he gets tired of it and don't want the hamsters le. So gave it to me. But I don't like hamsters! Since you like it, you can take it. Here are their food and mats". I happily take the hamsters to my room and play with them. Luckily, they don't bite(although somehow I expected them to)" Very cute! My Mum said that since I have to travel to and fro from BaoBei's place, there's no way I can take care of the hamsters. She complain that they are smelly. Yes, they do have foul smells at times but that is part of their smell!
I think I will end here for now. Now thinking of how to bring them to my workplace and to Cell group meeting...Hmm..any ideas?
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