To be honest, it has been a very long time since I've prayed. HuiYi encourage me to seek God all over again and to pray again. I was very reluctant. But still I prayed. 5 minutes at first, then 10 minutes. Now the most I could pray by myself without my prayer buddy is 15 minutes. I feel that the time I spend with God is not enough. But I don't know how to "talk" to Him.
This morning when I came for work, Boss was not in the office. Yesterday, he ignore me at work just because I didn't greet him,"Good morning, Boss". Derek said,"Oei! Later a girl will come for interview". I then sat at my table to do a silent prayer(Pray in my heart + speak in tongues in my heart) that Boss will NOT come in today, or he'll just come to interview the new girl and hopefully rush to somewhere else after the interview. 30 seconds after I prayed, Boss call in to say that he won't be coming to the office. (O.o)!!! After that, exactly 1 minute later, a new girl came for interview. She get her interview with Boss through the phone. Er...prayer is really scaring me now. My prayers come to pass in just 1 minute!? I then pray that this new girl will get accepted into the office. Don't know when will it come to pass?
Went to meet BaoBei at Vivocity. He was late and I wait for him. I ask HuiYi to book two seats before that and I promise her that I will be at the Indoor stadium. BaoBei then arrive and we walk aimlessly at Vivocity. I then said,"Oei! What time le?! We have to go to the stadium!" He said,"Huh? Can we don't go? If we go I will surely sleep there and it's not just 1 or 2 minutes this time! It's throughout the service!" Argue with BaoBei and urge him to go. He then seems unhappy and abandon me alone at the superdog fast food restaurant and walk away from me very fast! I couldn't catch up with him and lost him among the crowds. Sprain my ankle while chasing him so I just walk slowly for the rest of the journey while trying to search for him. I wanted to cry out but then so many people are around me so I just control my tears. I then SMS HuiYi again to say that BaoBei walk very fast and his face is very black. I was scared.
Later when I finally saw him, he was very angry. I tried to talk to him but he ignore me. He then SMS someone which I don't know who and seems very angry. I then SMS HuiYi,"Er..Actually, I think it's my fault lah. I ask u 2 book seats cos I thought of rushing down after my work but I duno he's so tired. I'm sorry". Lorraine then call BaoBei's hp and BaoBei refuse to answer. I then answer it for him and Lorraine sound very angry on the phone. She ask for BaoBei. I then slap BaoBei's arm and said,"Lorraine look for you! Answer!" He brush off my hand twice before finally answering the phone reluctantly. I don't know what do they talk about? After that BaoBei hang up and said,"Come! Let's go eat something!" I started to have slight Gastric pain but still angry with BaoBei,"What did Lorraine say?" He don't want to answer me. Didn't went for service in the end.
BaoBei then apologise to me while we were deciding on what to order. -_-" I wonder what did Lorraine said to him? Do we still need to go for service? All my questions were left unanswered. BaoBei ask me to find out myself. Haiz...
I think I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.
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