Happy Birthday Nor!

Yesterday after work, I went to look for Nor at her shop and gave her a present for her birthday. It was her Birthday today but she wanted to celebrate it a day earlier. She said she like it alot and thank me. After that, her boyfriend came and help her to clean up the store. We then walk to the carpark to wait for two of her friends.

When her friends arrive, they greet us and greet me in Malay custom. Luckily I have learnt a bit of Malay custom greetings from my Malay neighbour who lives at the 2nd floor of my old house last time. So she could not tell the difference that I am actually a Chinese! Nor then introduce me to Sue and Sue was surprise that I am actually a Chinese! She said she thought I was a Malay as I look like Malay. Maybe because of my skin colour. Cos since young, I've been doing outdoor activities too often. Oh! By the way, why I am dark skin colour, it's because I used to swim alot in the swimming complex when I was very young and did not use any sun block lotion. That explains why I am more to darker skin tone. But after a near-death experience while I was swimming at Thailand when I was 10 years old, I dare not swim after that and have develop phobia of swimming pools. That is why whenever any of my friends invite me for swimming, I will decline immediately, partly because of my body size but the main reason is my near-death experience at the pool. I could not forget even after so many years. Luckily a guy save me from drowning. I do not remember his looks. He pull me out from the deep pool and let me breathe for air. If it wasn't for that stranger who save me, I might have been drowned 11 years ago.

I then took a cab with Nor to MOS and her bf and friends followed us by their motorbike. When we reach the place, Nor then meet up with another friend named Faiz, who's a transexual, and leave Sue and me alone. While we were alone, 2 Caucasian guys approach us to ask about MOS. Sue don't know anything so I explain to them how's the crowd like, the music it played and what to expect. They were thinking of going to Devil's Bar and ask if we know is there ladies' nite there and how's the crowd like? As I have been before, I explain to them and encourage them to go for Devil's Bar if they prefer crowds. They then left for Devil's Bar. After we meet up with Faiz, she then fish out a plastic bag from a place(I don't wish to mention where she took out from. It will make you puke)containing a bottle of pure Absolute Volka and 1/3 of sprite. Nor's bf then mix the drink and they drink it together. I keep rejecting the drink they offered until Nor said,"Why? Scared later you drunk and kena molest?"I then stare at Nor and in my mind, I thought,"DON'T...Ever remind me about that incident!!!"I dread that memory. I really dread it. How I wish I could wake up the next morning forgetting everything that had taken place that night. But reality is reality. What has happen, happened. I couldn't forget. Neither could I forgive! Occasionally, I really admire my god-brother. He can pretend that things never happened. But I know I could never be like him. Cos my type of person is not like that!

Nor's bf then drink the bottle and as they leave to re-enter MOS again, Nor ask me to finish the rest of the contents of the drink. Wah! half contents and you want me to drink?! She then assured me,"Aiya! I promise you, this time, you go out with me and get drunk, no matter how drunk you are, we will not let anything happen to you k? I promise you"I then look at her as she was leaving, and finish the whole half contents of the Volka. While we were inside, we went to R&B section and I felt my head "spinning". Wah! What kind of Volka is that?! I only know they mix one whole big bottle of Absolute Volka with 1/3 of sprite and I only drink half of it! I then sit down on the floor beside Faiz ask she ask,"Eh..you okay?"I shook my head and signal to her my head is spinning(Cos the music was way too loud). She then help me up and let me rest on a "chair". The R&B music didn't help. I felt my eyes were getting heavier but I force myself not to fall asleep or I have difficulty waking up. I then say to Nor,"Eh..sorry ah. Aku Tak Boleh Tahan sial"She then look at me and ask me to rest and don't move about.

I do not know how long I have rested, as my eyes look at the crowds dancing for quite some time. From the corner of my right eye, I saw Nor and Sue quarrelling. I then turn towards them and saw Nor shaking off Sue's hand and walk to the entrance of the gents angrily. Sue then rush behind her and I walk to them unsteadily. At the entrance of the male washroom, when the door is push open by a guy, Nor shouted angrily,"Eh! *** ** ** ** * **** **** ***!(Vulgar words)You ****** ******! If you have the guts you come out now! I'll fight you 1/1!"I was shock by her reaction as she has never been so angry before. Or maybe she was drunk? I ask Sue what happened? Sue said a Malay guy touch Nor and Nor is not happy and wanted to pick a fight with that guy. Nor waited for a minute before she went to the ladies'. We went in with her and she went into a cubicle and lock the door. Sue then knock on the door and said something in Malay and ask her to cool down. Nor replied her angrily and said,"That ******! He better watch out! Later don't let me see him!" I then strug my shoulders and Sue smiled.

After that when we go out of the ladies',Nor still waiting outside the gents and stare angily at the door. I then said,"Aiya! Forget it lah. Eh! Your Birthday today leh! Don't be so angry can or not? Relec ah.."She then look at me for awhile and mumbered something before she went off to dance with Sue. I then went back to my "seat" unsteadily and watch the crowds as they dance the night away. A Malay guy then came to sit beside me and point a girl in red t-shirt and denim shorts to me and ask for her name. I whisper to the guy,"That girl is not my friend!"He then ask am I alone? I then point to Nor, her bf, sue, Faiz and Faiz's friend(who is also a transexual but more prettier than Faiz)to him and said,"These are my friends". He then nod and ask me for Sue's number. I did not have Sue's number as I just got to know her. I said,"You go and talk to her lah and ask for her number". He said he's shy and ask me to help him to get her number. I then went to Sue and pretend to dance with her for awhile before I give her a gesture that the Malay guy wanted her number. She then glance the guy for awhile and said,"Not interested". The guy was not bad looking, quite decent. But then again, looks can be deceiving. I went to the guy and told him my friend is not interested. He then plead me to help him to get Sue's number and gave me his mobile number. I store it in my hp and show it to Sue. She then whisper to me,"Later then you give me".

After a while, Sue ask whether I wanted to go back?(I had just recover from drinking) I glance at her watch, it was 4am in the morning! I nod and we went out of MOS and sat along the pavement. Shortly after, the Malay guy joined us and sat a distance from Sue. He greet Sue and she return him with a smile. Sue then whisper to me,"Actually I have fiancee(Is that how you spell?)already. Just now you saw the guy I come with his bike right? That one my fiancee"I then look at her with my eyes wide and she add,"Aiya! Doesn't mean I have fiancee I can't get to know other guys right? But don't tell my fiancee lah"and wink at me. I was thinking,"Wah! Ah ni kuan?!"(mean "Wah! Like that ah?" in hokkien). By the way, just in case you're wondering, Sue is only 20-yrs-old this year and currently engage with her guy. She then take the guy's number from me and take my number too. She then said,"Eh! This Saturday ah? We go Tunnel"(I now know where Tunnel is..but not sure how to get there)I said I couldn't join them as I had activities on and only end at 9.30pm or 10pm. She said,"Never mind ah. You come to Tunnel later after that".I told her I'll see about it. Wah! I wanna go!

I know alot of you will be thinking how come I like to lead this kinda lifestyle? Actually it's also one of my "dreams". But most of it will not come true. Like I said earlier in my previous blogs. From young till now, these are my dreams but have not been fulfilled:

1)Visit ALL clubbing places in Singapore(So I can compare which club I like most)

2)Getting a car license and hope to race in Malaysia(Cos S'pore is ban for racing but after I read the books on Basic theory driving etc, I think I'll give up. Anyway I don't have the money to afford a car)

3)Being a Ge-Tai singer at least once(This is another dream that will never be fulfilled)

4)Able to travel to England to visit all the states in England. Another mission impossible is to mirgrate to England

5)Being an artist(But I'm lousy at drawing)

6)Hope to meet the guy of my dreams(But after so many ugly incidents that happened to me, I'm terrified of guys now)

7)Hoping to obtain motorbike license(But I cannot let my Mum know I'm riding a bike to work or she'll be worried..if I ever obtain that license lah)

8)Being an usher(This is my latest dream..but again, DON'T THINK! It can never be fulfilled! So forget it!)

These are my dreams from childhood..except number 8..actually I wanted to go for choir but something made me decide on usher. But I know I could never be one. Cos of my commitment of my work so I could not serve God's people in full. Anyway, I don't think I am called for that as I never complete my Bible study lessons yet. So forget it!

I think I will end here for now. Will blog again soon.