Where is it?

Yesterday morning, I woke up quite late. Woke up at 9am!!! Ahhhh! KNS! Mati! LATE AGAIN?! I then quickly shower and take a cab to Simei ITE to attend my friend's "shop". When I reach there, I couldn't spot them and I keep walking around the campus while talking to Esther on my hp. Sheryln then spot me and lead me to where they were. Wah! Simei ITE is sure big! Can compete with some of the Polytechnic buildings!

They had not set up the store when I reach there cos they were also late. But I went there in a rush and after buying, I then quickly rush off to work in taxi again. Cos of the time constrain. I start work at 12pm but I reach Simei ITE at 11am. So..you can imagine how rush I am. When I reach work, I only saw wendy there but she show me the "black face" look. When I went in, the first thing that came to my mind was,"KNS! What the %&^ did I do again?!"I then went to do my work.

At 1.30pm, Ya Cin then came to work and I overheard Wendy telling her about the earrings. Why can't she just confront me straight when she's not happy with what I am doing huh?! I don't know what did I do that she keeps on ignoring me! Ai yah! KNS! Heck care le! While at work, the phone ring and I pick it up. It was for Wendy. When I was about to hand it to her, SHE SNATCH THE PHONE AWAY FROM ME RUDELY!!! KNS! WHAT KIND OF ATTITUDE IS THAT?! I wanted to shout at her at that very moment,^&$%@*%(short-form vagular words)!!! WHATEVER YOU ARE NOT HAPPY JUST SAY IT OUT LAH! DUN KEEP SHOWING ME THAT STUPID BLACK FACE!!! NI ZHER YANG CIANG TIAN HUA SHI SHEN MO YI SHI?!" But I just glare at her for a moment and walk off. Seriously, THAT IS NOT ME! I know myself that I won't be so torlerent and be able to control that kind of anger. But something made me keep my mouth shut and walk off. I just don't know what is it. Maybe to others, it's not surprising. But to me, it's very surprising! Especially when I am not the kind of person that can control my anger at all. I can feel anger boiling within me but strangely at the same time, I felt a sense of comfort that is trying to calm me down. Seriously, if I can split myself into two, one of me will stand down there and looking at myself with my eyes wide. Cos I really can't believe that I can really do that! In my mind, I was thinking,"O.o! You can walk away like that without shouting at Wendy?! Oei! This is not you man! This is not the Juliet that I know!"I just torlerate lor and I keep on telling myself,"Ren(3)! Ren(3)! Wo yi ding yao Ren(3)!"although I know that I'll be "bursting" out any moment.

After she finish her work, she then complain about the wrapping papers - directing at me again! Again I glared at her and feel the sense of comfort again that asking me to calm down again. What exactly was that feeling? Seriously I had never had that feeling before. Especially when I am angry at someone. Surprisingly, I never went to punch anything(which I normally do when I am angry). O.o?! Is this Juliet?! Hello?! The "Juliet" I know is NOT torlerent at all okay?! I just glare at Wendy until she walks off. Ya Cin then keep quiet the rest of the day. I think I know why.

After work, I try to avoid Nor but..haiz..my workplace is so small. She then ask me whether I wanna accompany her to meet her God-brother? I ask,"For what sial?"She then told me she is still not happy about that incident and may meet that guy out with her god-brother to settle. She told me,"You help me jaga my things. If by 1 hour I am not back, call the police". I then SMS my god-brother to ask him whether is there any NR from Teck Whye to my place? He ask me why am I doing at Teck Whye? Cos Nor ask me to follow her to Teck Whye to "talk" to the guys??? I then explain to him what happen to Nor and he SMS me back saying that what Nor is bringing me, is 100% gang thingy and he doesn't want me to be involve. Oh is it? But I thought she said "Talk only"? He then called me and insist me on going home cos he don't want me to get into trouble. He's afraid that they'll drag me into the matter. I understand his concerns. I then showed Nor a "pitiful look" and she ask,"Why? What your God-brother say?" "Nothing..erm..Kak, can I don't follow you or not?"I replied. She then seems to get angry and said,"Aiya! You ah! You don't wanna follow then forget it lah! I go myself! Then anything happen I also die down there alone!"I ask what does she meant by that? She said,"Nothing!"

After that she then ask me to accompany her and her friend to chat along the pavement. We then chat for quite some time before I went home and SMS my god-brother that I've reach home before going to sleep.