Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Depression

Work today was very difficult. STUPID WENDY! I really hate to work with her and thinking of quitting my job but too bad, if I quit my job now, I do not have money to survive and I am not confident that I can get another job so easily. Jia Xing suggest me to join her company as she is quitting soon. I told her I'll consider about it. Nor is also quitting her job next month and she wants me to follow her to study nursing course. Sorry but I am not interested in nursing course.

After lunch, wendy then write me a note,"I go toilet". I was thinking,"Why? mute huh?! cannot talk huh? Must use note to write to me like that huh? Okay lor..never mind! You want to continue this way right? I can continue with you till next year!"Cos I was thinking of quitting only if I get my bonus for next year, then I will look for job from there. I cannot quit now. Cos I do not have money to survive.

After work, I went to look for Nor and she invited me to join her to Dbl O on thursday. Wah! I then ask her she's not scared that the incident will happen again? She said,"No. This time, I make sure I'll go with a very big group of people already. Of course I scared lah. But I make sure I go with 10 people or more if I go club". I then raise my eyebrowns at her. Haiz..too bad I have to go Kbox with my friends that day so I could not join her. I then ask her to follow me to Music Underground next thurday she replied,"MU?! You wanna go you go yourself ah! I don't wanna go!"I then ask her why. She said,"There always got alot of ah lians ah! Got fight somemore! Don't want! I will go any club you ask me except MU!"I was thinking,"Wah liew! MU so scary meh?"Cos I had never seen it myself so I do not know. For those who go Music Underground before or are regulars there, do you mind telling me how is it like there? The crowds, how is the structure of the place like etc? I only heard my god-brother told me before that the dance floor is quite small there.

I then help her until 12am. Wah! So late?! I never notice that it was so late already. Time really flies today. I didn't notice the time until she ask,"Eh Juliet! 12am already leh! You don't wanna go back?"I then look at the clock and said,"Wah! So late?!"She then shoo me off,"Go go go..if not ah..you got no bus to take home don't blame me". We then walk to the bus stop together and she said,"Eh if your bus never come then I give you money to take taxi home". I then reject her offer and luckily there is a bus for me to get home and it's the last bus.

Sorry I think I have to end here for now. Will blog again soon.

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