After that I went to meet my friend. When he saw me with the outfit, his eyes become wide and his reaction was exactly the same as Nor. He then said he never seen me wear so beautifully before and ask me to hold his hand but I reject fiecely. We then went to "The 1 Night Stand" and surprisingly, we could enter the pub without any problems(For those who are non-Singaporeans, there is a pub named "1 Night Stand" in Singapore. So don't be misunderstood). I just wanted to enter the pub to feel the amosphere. But to my disappointment, the pub was very small and crowded. I only stayed there for about 3 minutes and we then went to "Hooters" to have our meal. The waitresses there are quite pretty and sexy. Cos their uniforms are body-hugging type and revealed their figures. My friend then ordered 3 Heilikens(don't know how to spell) and wanted me to drink a bottle. I then told him that I couldn't drink as I had promise "someone" that I will try not to drink. After much persuading, he then gave up and drink all three bottles.
After that we then went to watch a movie until 4am in the morning before I took a cab home. When I reach home, it's already 7.30am and I took a quick nap before meeting Yue Ming at Chua Chu Kang MRT for cell group meeting at 10am. I was late and reach there about 10.45am. The cell group was actually postponed to 11am in the morning by the time we reach the place. After the cell group, I then accompany Jeffrey to Lot 1 shopping centre to buy his exchange present and went to have lunch with him at Siah Imm Food Court. He shared with me alot of things on his life. Wow! He sure knows how to talk alot! But I like people like that..can go on and on talking cos I'm more to the quiet side and prefer people to talk to me so that I could listen to them.
We then went to board the MRT to Expo and on the way there, again he talk to me about many things. I was very surprise to learnt some things about him! While we were at outrum park MRT station, a uncle then rudely squeeze his way behind Jeffrey and Jeffrey almost fell on top of me but luckily we could balance well. I then stared at the uncle and scold alot of vagularties inside my mind. Jeffrey then said,"Eh, forget it lah. Don't be so angry". I then look at Jeffrey and told him,"Humph! If it was the "Me" 8 years ago, I would have grab his shirt and punch his ****** face!" Jeffrey was taken aback by my reaction. I then said,"Humph! Nevermind...forgive and forget! Humph!"He then laugh a little and continue chatting with me thoughout the journey. When we reach Expo, I then ask Jeffrey to go ahead first as I had to top-up my Ezlink card. I then went to search for him and join him for service.
At church, some of the members were asking me why Vincent didn't attend service today? It is the question that I too, wish to know. Cos he seems to be acting strangely these days and I was quite concern for him. One of the members said something that I felt quite offended as I felt that she say it quite sarcasticly. I just keep quiet but in my heart I was very angry by her remark. I went to punch the toilet cubical door to vent my anger out. Luckily no one was at the ladies' then. One thing for sure, I HATE BEING DOUBT! No matter whether the person mean it or not as it is just a remark. Feel like struggling the sister! Don't ask me who is it as I will not tell. I JUST HATE BEING MISUNDERSTOOD AND I ESPECIALLY HATE BEING DOUBT!
After that, we then went for fellowship and I went for my Bible Study and learnt something new about the Holy Spirit. After that I stay with the members for awhile and Brother Tony then share with us some Bible verses. Hui Yi then comment that it is the first time that I had stayed with them until so long. I ask,"Is it"? She then said that whenever I go for fellowship, I will always rush off quickly without staying another minute longer with them. But she was surprise that I stayed with them till the end of the day. I apologise to her and said I had to meet my friends at around 9.30pm usually so I couldn't stay too long with the members. She then encourage me to talk to the other members more. Hmm..one thing all of the members didn't notice is that, I am quite an anti-social person from young. It's not that I am being arrogant or what but I just feel very afraid to talk to others. It takes me a very long time before I can warm up to people.
In the train, my mind was thinking alot of things and I was feeling quite upset that all of the sudden, Vincent seems to be avoiding me. WHAT EXACTLY HAVE I DONE WRONG?! He could at least tell me and let me know! Now I do not know what is going on. God! Can you please show me some signs to tell me what exactly did I done that all these things are happening?!
I think I'll end here for now. Will write again some other time.
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