Easter Day

Yesterday afternoon, I was suppose to meet YueMing for service but I was late. Uh-Oh! Totally forgotten about it le! -_-" I then rush down for service quickly but when I reach there, I have to queue with the rest of the church members and it was a very long queue! But thankfully the queue was quite fast. I then located my cell group members and seated quickly with them. There are two cell group leaders quarrelling behind me over the seats as one group of the members were not very polite and even "snatch" the seats that one of the group has taken, when the other cell group members arrive and couldn't find any seats, they throw the other cell group member's bags and overtake their seats!?(As least that is what I heard about their conversations). In my mind, I was thinking,"Wah liew! Ah ni kuan?! How can they do that?! No wonder the cell group leader is unhappy and quarrelling with the other cell group leader"She was shouting very loudly at a guy, and the guy seems to be very defensive. After quarrelling for a long while, they then stop but I do not know how did the settle the whole matter. Both of their cell group members are quite young.

Brother Tony then came over and comment that I dress very nicely that day. I smile back to him and said,"Thank You". Actually I anyhow dress de. I was wearing a green spegettie strap(my god-sister gave me)with a white long sleeve shirt covered over it(My Mum folded the sleeve) and Dark blue Jeans. Cos one of my cell group members complained last week that she don't like to see me dress in T-shirt and Jeans as it doesn't look good on me. Urgh! So I pick the clothes which I think will look nice on me. YueMing then help me to make up but maybe cos it was too dark..so I couldn't see the colour of the eye shadows.

After that the service starts and we sing praise and worship songs. Then came drama which show how Jesus was cruify on the cross and who were his betrayers. How he healed the blind, how he cast out Demons etc. He was so powerful and so merciful towards His disciples even though He predicted that two of them will betray Him. I cried alot of times throughout the whole drama as I couldn't control my tears. Especially the part where he carried a very big cross on his back and walk painfully each step he takes. There was blood all over the body of Jesus and there are scars from the whipping too! I cried instantly when I saw that and there is this pain in my heart that I don't know how to explain. In my mind, I keep shouting,"Jesus!"and my tears just keeps flowing. There were shoutings and wailings from the people who followed him and in the end, he died when He was nailed to the cross(The blood and scars are so real! I don't know how did they make it so real?!)I liked the part most is where Jesus rise from the dead after 3 days and he appear himself to his disciples before going to Heaven.

After the whole show has ended, Pastor Kong then shared sermons with us and towards the end, I cried again while he shared how faithful God was and He was still there with us even though we reject Him or Backslide from Him. He is there when we are happy, He is there when we are sad, confuse and disappointed. He is still there waiting for His people to return to him one day. I keep crying non-stop when this sermon was shared. Cos I was thinking about alot of things that I had done to Him. But still...I couldn't believe that He is still there waiting for me to talk to Him each day.

After that we then went for fellowship and Nicholas brought us to a place to eat. The place was very nice and looked like a resturant. On the way there, I saw HuiYi and quickly rush to her like a little child. I miss her so much. LiYi ask me,"Oh! I am invisable again huh? Okay lor. Go away lah..don't talk to me!(she said this jokingly). I then held Li Yi's hand and said,"No, no. I also miss you". She smiled. I then told them what I am thinking and Li Yi said,"If you dare to do that, I will "K" you!" HuiYi then look at me sternly and said,"Juliet! Don't you dare!"

After that I went to meet up with my friends for a small gathering. Sherlyn look very beautiful that day! She said she wore like that cos she has to attend her elder brother's wedding. We then took alot of pictures together. I think a few of my friends are still quite confuse to what is going on and to what's happening around them. It's okay. I will explain it to you guys sooner or later about the whole story but still, in the end, it's for you to judge about that matter. I had my own reason why I made that decision. Sorry..

I think I will end here for now. Will blog again some other time.