This afternoon I went to meet my god-sister. After that we went to Orchard and meet her boyfriend, Christopher and Alan(The guy she wanted to introduce to me). We then went to Cineleisure and play games there. I failed my ParaPara game and Alan shake his head. HuiYi then called me and ask why I didn't attend church? After I told her my reason, she ask me to talk to Brother Tony about it. I dare not. So she talk to him for me. She then ask me not to do foolish things. Huh? What did I do? She said to me,"Don't think that I don't know hor!"I know lah..you read my blog mah. But really nothing happen to me..erm..for now. I still can hold on. Although I may be breaking down totally at any time soon if I cannot take it anymore. But so far, I still could hold on for a little while longer. I do not know how long can I continue being like this. She then told me something that Brother Tony ask her to speak to me. I was quite surprise! She said,"You think about it and let me know by tonight". I am still very confuse and don't know what to do but I told her that I may backslide anytime soon cos I couldn't take it that Brother Tony ask me to do something that is not within my means. Until now I still haven't gave her an answer. But I just hope that if I ever backslide, she won't be so upset. It is not that I wanted it to be this way but I can't pay for tithes anymore now that I am almost jobless and trying to make ends-meet at the same time. My line may be terminate anytime soon next month. Cos I don't think I have the money to pay for my Bills.
After that we then went to meet another friend of Alan's and Alan treat us to Pizza hut. So pai seh..meet him for the first time and yet he is the one who treats all of us. I don't know about them but for me I feel very embaress. We then took a very long walk and my god-sister is angry that Alan never talk to me much and keep asking him to talk to me and even scold him(secretly). She thinks that I don't know? I over-heard what she said to Alan. Alan nods to her but still in the end, he still keeps quiet and never talks to me even though we are walking side-by-side. My god-sister's face then turn black. But I told her maybe that he has nothing to talk to me. It's okay.
We then went on our seperate ways and I went home with my god-sister while her boyfriend, Christopher, Alan and another guy walks home by themselves. On the way, she told me what Alan had comment about me. She tries to match-make the both of us but I told her that I don't like Alan at all! She told me that she wanted me to get a new haircut as she thinks that my current haircut is not suitable for me. I then told her that I wanted a haircut like hers as it is easy to manage. She then told me,"Next time when we go out with Alan, you don't wear T-shirt. Wear skirt and wear a tube top or spegetti top". I was thinking,"Huh!? No way man! There is no way that I could dress like that! NO!"I then told her that I don't have that kinda figure to dress that way. She then comment that my figure looks okay as I am not so fat.(Ya right!) She said that I am slimmed down alot since the last time she saw me. I then told her I am on supplements and it only helps me to controls my weight and that is why I can manage to maintain my current weight. She also ask me to put on make-up. No! I don't want! By the way, I only put on make up when I go clubbing. Other than that, I won't put any make up on!
She then sigh and said,"I really wish that you and Alan can be together cos I find that he is not bad and his expectations of a girl is not so high. Just that he wants the girl to dress up and put a little make up that's all". I then keep quiet and fluming secretly. She then ask me,"Do you like Alan"? I almost fell off my seat when she said that. I then glared at her and said,"NO! I am not interested in him!"She then said that she had a feeling that Alan and I can be together someday. Haha! That will not happen okay!? Cos firstly, I am not interested in him. Secondly, he is not the type of guy I wanted. Thirdly, I don't think he is the kinda guy that can be boyfriend's material(for me). I told her that it is impossible bwtween me and Alan. She then kept quiet.
After that when I reach my stop, I then got off the bus and went home. I am still not used to going back so early. But..haiz..no money. What to do? I think I will end here for now. Another nonsense blogging again...haha. Night folks!
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