Happy Dayz

Yesterday night, I sms HuiYi to ask how is she and is everything okay with her? She called me and chat with me saying that she is okay and everything is fine. After that while we were chatting, she told me a bad news that made me feel very sad for that person. I couldn't help but asked why is W117 become such a state? She then tell me everything what has happen even before I had join the cell group. She said it's not my fault. Cos I keep blaming myself for what has happened. I used to join my schoolmate's cell group before(W99)and after I backslided, a few months later, the cell group is no longer there. Now I joined W117 and this kinda thing happens. Some times I couldn't help but wondering am I a jinx to the church? It's too coincidence for me!

After that I then went to *Eileen's place and we then proceed to Momo which her friend is waiting for us. We went in too early and there's not much crowd there. Before that, Eileen told me that she's feeling very low and said that she wanted to drink as much as she can. I then told her that I will look after her and I told myself this time, I cannot get drunk. Cos I do not know what I had done but according the Eileen, I was in a very ugly state when I got drunk. Haiz..

We then went to meet up with her friend, *Felicia. Eileen then ordered Volka 7up and I ordered the same drink with her. After the 1st drink, we ordered the 2nd drink and this time she challange me to drink at one go. I lost. Haha! She's quite a fast drinker! After that we then went to watch the "man hunk" competition. The guy I wanted to vote for, lost. Haiz..Eileen then challange me to drink again. But still, I lost. She then took my drink and drink it. She said,"How come your drink have more soft drinks while my drink has more alcohol?!"I shrug my shoulders and said,"Maybe the Bartender don't like me. So he gave me more soft drinks" We saw a few Bartender playing with bottle fire. Wah! If the bottle breaks on the ground and the club is on fire I don't know ah! *Touch wood*

They then said that they want to go to MOS(Ministry Of Sound). I warned them beforehand about the guys inside the club and what they will be expecting if they want to go. On the way there, Eileen was walking unsteadily and held onto me while Felicia was walking very fast. When we reach there, I showed them around the main room and R&B room. I then get to go into the trance room for the very first time! Haha! So happy! Alot of people are drinking in that room instead of dancing. Eileen then complain that the room was very boring and wanted to go to the R&B room. On the way there, a caucasian guy then hug Eileen and went off. I was very surprise by that and Eileen blush. Inside the R&B dance floor, it was very squeezy as the whole room was flooded with alot of people. We had difficulty dancing.

After that we then went back to the main room and dance. The music played was oldies and top 10 or 40 English hits songs. Felicia dance a little strangely to me. We then splash water to each other and a bouncer stop us. We then went to explore the whole room before going to Macdonald's. I then went to Eileen's place and sleep until morning before I went home.

I am starting to hate my current job and wish to get another new job fast. I then receive an SMS from HuiYi which make me cry instantly. How I wish I can take more than 10 minutes break so that I can cry my heart out to her SMS. It was like she could tell how I am feeling deep inside my heart even though I seems to be always smiling infront of her. I was quite surprise that she is the only person who knows how I am feeling deep inside my heart. Some times she had a ability to make me cry..something which I had difficulty to do at times when I wanted to and I am quite grateful for that - seriously. Thanks HuiYi..you made me feel better after I could cry out. She ask me about my problems and I only told her a few.

My God-brother(Samuel) then called me after I had knock off and promise to help me out as soon as possible. He just need my resume. He is really the best god-brother I ever had(after another god brother of mine got engage this year). Although he may done things that annoy me at times, but he is also the one who would lead a helping hand for me if things had gone wrong for me and he is there to be my listening ear if I had problems(although I do not share with him much like I shared with HuiYi). He likes to joke with me around and do lots of funny things to either make me annoyed or laugh at him. But overall, he is the best God-brother I had so far. Thanks Kor! You're the best!

I think I will end here for now. Just have to take a step at a time from now on.