Kanasai lah!

Yesterday morning, I woke up at 9am to get myself ready to go to Raffles Place MRT station to meet Adrian and to give him back all his things to ask him not to call me again. It took me quite a long time to master enough courage to do this cos I am still terrified of him because of something. It still haunts me. When I reach there at 11am, I told him I have reach and he said,''Huh?! So fast?! I thought I told you 11.30am right?!''I felt very stupid to arrive too early to meet him. I told him that I will go shopping around and ask him to call me when he reach.

After that I went to Burger King to have breakfast as I never ate anything. The counter crew who served me said I was very lucky that I am her last customer for breakfast. The breakfast end only at 11.10am! Thank God! I get to eat the breakfast that I want(Give ''someone'' a kiss *muackz*Thank you HS! Thank you Father! Hee..)Haiz..think I am getting crazy le..but I treat ''Him'' as my bf, my close friend, my best friend, my counselor etc etc all in one. I know..I am siao. But I couldn't help it. Especially now that I felt He's back in my life again..I WILL NEVER LET HIM GO THIS TIME NO MATTER WHAT. I then went shopping and bought a new black spaghetti strap top for tonight's outing.

After meeting Adrian and pass him his things, he then sat down to talk to me. He said,''Hmm..it has been a long time since I last saw you. You have become more chio le.''I then frowned and said,''where got? I am still the same old-fashioned me''. He then said that I did not dress this way before and now I have become more prettier with this type of dressing. -_-'' I was wearing a light pink polo T-shirt and Dark Blue Denim Jeans with brown heeled slippers.(Try imagine me wearing it)pretty meh? I don't think so. Just casual wear only lor please! He then said that it's smart casual. *faints*After that he then force me to eat before I went for work but I refuse. He then complain that I am getting thinner and weaker and still refuse to eat? I said,''I am not thin! I am fat! I wanna lose weight cannot ah?''He then ask me how long have I taken the supplements and whether there are any side-effects on me? After I had told him the answer,which is ''Yes''and told him the kind of side-effects that I got while taking the supplements, he got very worried and said,''You see! You see! So serious the effect!? You better stop taking NOW!''I then said,''But at least can help me lose weight mah''He got very anxious and said,''Lose weight?! Until you become like that?! Sorry lor! Your health and life is much more important than slimming lor! Do you know how worried I am now that you are telling me this?!''I then told him that I am no longer his girlfriend and he can stop caring for me. He said I may no longer love him anymore but his love for me still remains and he does not want to see me losing my life just because of slimming. Liew! Say till so serious! But he knows how stubbon I am about this. But I have never thought that I could lose my life just to slim down. I never notice that my health has dithered until Ya Cin told me before that she is very scared to see me like that. I forgot whom I have told before that I will do anything to slim down to 30kg(initially)even if it cost me my life. Cos the reality is this - Guys only go after slim girls. This is what I have notice for quite a long time. But after my god-brother heard about my initial plan a long time ago, he said that I am crazy and knock some sense into me. After his words, I then decide to slim down to 40kg(which I think it will be more realistic). Adrian then send me to work and before I went in, he told me,''Don't let me know that you faint at work! Or else I will be very heartache''. I had almost faint before during work but so far I did not really faint. Haha! I am still strong okay! Kua sway me!

After work, I called *Eileen to confirm about the clubbing for Wednesday night. She ask who I will go with if she never go with me? I then told her that I will go with Nor to Tunnel if she never invite me. She then said,''Okay,okay,okay! Go with me!''I almost laugh. We then chat for awhile and hang up. Nor said,''So how? Going to Tunnel or Momo?''I then told her I will go Club Momo with Nancy. She said,''Haiz..go lah go lah..spoilt sport!''Cos she wanted me to go Tunnel with her but I told her,''Next time babe!''

I think I will end here for now. Will blog again next time. Woohoo! New club!

* = Names have been change to protect the person(s) identity