Mood swings?

Today at work, Wendy was surprisingly "not bad" to me. Maybe because she knows that I am leaving so she just heck care me. I know lah..you want me to disappear fast right? I will lah! Just give me 2 more weeks and I will disappear from your sight forever!

HuiYi then message me an SMS to which I felt quite bad about it. I know she is trying to make me felt better but sad to say, I can't see her point of view. Although her SMS is quite encouraging. But I always have this negative thoughts in my mind. I don't see any point thinking positively as the FACT of the WORLD is viewing it in a negative way. The other day, she shared with me something that really surprise me. It's about the way I see things. I was very surprise about what she shared and she encourage me to see things with a different point of view and maybe things will get better for me this way. Well, it's very difficult for me but I will try. From now on, I will try to see things positively okay?

I had receive an Email from a company looking for Admin at HF?! Oh no! The job was introduce to me by my cousin. He is also helping me to look for Admin job after he learnt that I am looking for job. Thanks Kok! But after I receive the email back and the person telling me the location, I got very scared. I don't know why. But still I had sent my resume and give it a try and see how it reply. I pray very hard that I can get that job!

After that, when Wendy went off, YaCin doing her work with that "sian" look. When I ask her what happened, she replied,"Good lor. Somebody get to leave this job le. Not like me..still stuck here."I then laugh and said,"Ya,but I leave without back-up. Don't be like me. I leave because of you-know-who"She then sigh at me and continue doing her work.

After that I couldn't really concentrate on my work as I am thinking of somebody and wonder how she is now? I really miss her very much but there's nothing I can do about it. My god-sister also wants to see her. The other day, she speaks to me excitedly,"I want to see her first!"I told her I will bring her to see when I am free.

I think I have to end here for now. Really very tired of everything..haiz..